life?!

2007-10-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

im not really sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing.all i know is that the fucking teach is getting on my nerves,messing around with me and making my money making opportunites hell as tough as he can manage.CB!!!*not happy

on the bright side,ill be back in sch by thursday.not sure if this is a smart decision but hell,dont have a fuckiong choice.have too many ppl to bloody please.ill be purchasing my PSP slim most probbably by tmr and hopefully all my plans goes as according to plan,i really hate cock ups.especially when it comes to finance issues.touchy topic,really have to be careful.dellicate and intricate situations calls for the patient approach.wth!!hate it.haha.but no choice.

my thoughts are really random at this point in time.im just writing whatever that comes to my mind.i really wonder how my 2006 buddies are coping now.haha,the last time i saw them they were pretty much suffering.hey,its gonna BE my turn next year.ah!this aint optimism but confirmation.haha.the joy of suffering through As nxt year.haha.cant wait,well not really.but cant wait is a good thing as this means promotion and thats good.faith faith faith.haha.confirm will promote.citing myself up now,not that i need to.hahahahahahahhahahaha.

aiights than,its time to go off now.ciao ppl.

aLoy

2007-10-22T09:25:00.000+08:00

hello finally!!!haha.its been like what,forever since my last entry.this is a really early morning entry.haha.at work now,currently not that busy but still there is just too many shit happening at the moment.

i just dont understand whats up with the bloody school,cant just give us back the fucking results to let us know whether we promoted or what.MUST make us wait until dunno when.FUCK.bloody interfering with my life now,cant go and work and do everything peacefully now.fiaking disrupted my schedules and plans,the stupid teach also dunno call for fuck.say what that sch aint over and all,what?you think that we are stupid or what,that we do not know that sch aint over ar.it is just that it is a fucking waste of time now and all the activities plan are damn analific.

haiz.cash is of fucking importance now and everything else just dont matter i guess.dont have the time and energy to be bothered by anything now.everything is all about a choice i guess.whether you make the right one or the wrong one.but is there really a difference between the right and the wrong?i seriously doubt it.once its made,there is just no point in saying what you should have done.just fucking live with it cause you made the choice,no regrets is the attitude that you should have cause its your responsibility.

fucking random thoughts kept too long within me,best place to release all of that shit is here.haha.promos and all are just bullshit now,dont fucking understand the point of instilling fear into everyone for fuck.stupid people and stupid system that they have.

supposedly a short entree but too many things to say.haha.still have somemore though,i guess ill keeeeeeeep it for later la when there are lesser things to do in the office and that its a great time waster and passer.haha. boss is just got back from breakfast,i better sign off now.ciao guys.take care.

aLoy

2007-08-17T17:29:00.000+08:00

tired.

school still has been fun.

hmm....

everyones 18 now.

gonna be a fun year this year.

haha.

aLoy

2007-07-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

well, its NAT'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!!!!!

its been quite a busy week.so many things to do and left 9 more weeks till PROMO's,shit.gotta start studying already,cant seem to really focus on it.but anyway,still gotta try.

had a good day today, went to school and gave nat her gift and than it was off to NOVENA after school for dinner and all.haha.hopefully my dear will like the gift,although it aint really special but i guess its the thought that counts.right???haha...

aiights den,im off to get organised and prepare to study now.ciao guys.

aLoy

love ya dear!! XD

2007-07-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

wow, its been like wad..more than a month since i last blogged.haha.reason being that i had not much time and was just too tired, but here i am again.blogging.

just to update on a few stuff, its been a FABTASTIC month.there are many reasons behind this.haha.one important one would be the special someone in my life and the acceptable grades i achieved during blocks.

Attained:
E H2 english lit
D H2 history
S H2 econs
U(fuck) H1 maths
C H1 GP

i would say that these arent that bad..haha...giving the fact that i havent been really studying.should cut down on "extra-curricular" activities already, the big ass paper is coming soon and i better start preparing for it.haha.cant repeat no more or its bye bye.haha.

there has been a bit of a commotion in class now. but its nothing that cant be solved,in actual fact..its been solved apart from one tiny problem.hmm...tricky little issue.ill just take it as it goes than, i have really no fucking idea on how i shld settle this matter.hopefully an apology would suffice, but i still dun think....haiz.

Although shit happens, i can still say that the class im in now is great.haha,the many goooooood buddies that i made.nirmz,neeta,navi,daryn,hannah(although i was make fun of u,haha),li ping a.k.a spider :), and especially NAT dear.haha.fantastic group of people!!

why is it that suddenly there are so many fucking activities going on and all seems to be the number one priority?too many of these shit and it seems that there isnt much time left to study..haha..it wouldnt be a bad thing in the past but not now.haha.

aiights than, i finally updated and will make it a point to do so from today onwards i guess...haha...take care guys and cya ard!!!

where the fuck are the 4F people????haha...

aLoy
*special hugs and kisses to dear XD

2007-06-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

dots

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2007-06-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

i feel sick. its prolly due to all that drinking over these few days. i just realised that fags and alcohol shouldnt mix. u get too high and wasted the next day. haha.
i think my liver and lungs are dying on me, i tried to cut dwn. but it seems that my efforts are futile. fags has become an essential part of my life i guess. its the usual reason, keep the stress away.
i think im facing a permanent quagmire in my life now. i hope that things will clear up for me asap. i dun know what u are thinking. if u understand what ive been trying to do. ha. oh wells...

schs starting tmr again. dun understand why the sch is doing this. killing everyone. cant let us enjoy our hoilidays. fcuk.
was suppose to go party tonight but tmr had to spoil it.shld i go dwn now? what shld i do? cant make up my mind.damm.

aLoy

2007-05-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

life can literally be a bitch at times like this.
the lack of $$$ is killing me, 4 more days, 4 more days...

so much work...
gonna die...
brain gonna Xplode....

aLoy

fuck

2007-05-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

ha. its been a great night, china town was literally a blast. the sun, the heat, the people and the streets. woah! cant believe i survived it. haha. yup people, didnt go club tonight. hmm, dunno what else to say here. aiights than if thats the case, ill say goodbye and goodnight for now. haha. ciao people.

aLoy

2007-05-19T15:01:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i last blogged. just to update on a few things. I'VE FINALLY TURNED 18 ON THE 12TH OF MAY!!!!!! hahaha. i've spent quite a bit on my bdae too, and i wanna thank all my buddies for coming down to my bdae party. and the pink TOPMAN shirt u guys got me was hot. haha.( depends on the person wearing it too. on me, 101% hotness) XD

i recently purchased a 260 dollars Levi's specs. gonna collect it nxt thursday. luckily my mum was willing to sponsor half of it. haha. havent really told her that she is gonna sponsor it, but anyhow, she still is. haha.

scholl has officially closed for the term!!!! YAY!!! can finally take a rest from the hectic school life that teenager's like me face. haha. cant wait to start going out and having fun although im a little short of cash. haha.
but ill find a way around it.

ok, ive gotta go now. ill probably blog again soon. haha. off to china town now!! and whats up with the sun!!! damm its hot, haha, i think its mainly because of me. oops, haha.

aLoy

2007-05-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

a fucking mixture of feelings
thinking drives me crazy
why do i tend to think so much
letting go is hard

haiz.

it was a fun day
but too many thoughts in me head
swriling round and round
was kinda pissed
but happy at the same time

shit

what the fuck is this

aLoy

at least there's something to look forward to.

2007-04-30T01:50:00.000+08:00

today was a great day! the party was a success.....after a week of detailed planning for Vin. haha. finally. im prettttteeeeyyyyy sure everyone had a gd time. haha. should have more of these soon.

aLoy

2007-04-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

hey bros, u guys shouldnt have done that. was it fucking worth it?
hell no! it fucking wasnt.
kakit bukit prison school. fuck. nt fucking worth it.
we'll be waiting for u guys.

i was passing by a random friends blog and saw what he wrote, this is fucking appropriate now. shit. we'll be waiting for u guys.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

2007-04-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

school has been great. all the fun crap that we do all day, haha. nirmal, vin, darryn and the rest. laugh and laugh and laugh is what we do. haha. we should really stop and start studying. haha. yeah right.

viol-lent.
haha.....

aLoy

lotsa things have changed.
i decided to reopen my blog again, instead of shutting it down.
making it open to all again.
i've straightened out my thoughts i guess.

2007-03-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

im blogging again. haha. i have practically nothing much to do now, except probably some gaming. i cant wait for the holidays, haha. slacking time again, tts my fav hobby. haha.

theres nothing much that is going on at the moment, so, i dun have much to say here. haha. ill probalbly blog again after the orientation. haha. hopefully some exciting stuff will happen.

aLoy

2007-02-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

i had a great party at my place last night, too bad the fairsians i called didnt show up. it wld be much more fun with them ard. haha,but nonetheless, it was a great party. haha.

i should have more of this kinda sessions with friends more often. haha. this is a good idea i think. haha.

well, ill talk abt sch wrk now. it so happens that i am satisfied with my current performance now. at least im not underperforming now, so yea, things are great at the moment. if i can keep this up, i might be able to get the giraffe at the end of the year, haha. im hoping so, and i bet all the repeats wants this as much as i do too. hahaha. all the best to u guys, haha. its time to mug for the up coming tests. gotta do well. haha.

i have to tell someone something, but who can i tell??? hmm.....

haha....

aLoy

2007-02-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

well, about what happened today. nth much. i played some mj, went out to have lunch at vivo city, had some relatives come over my place for visiting, and went down to china square for dinner together. it was rather boring but hey, no choice la. woke up late and my friends fucking psed me. haiz....

aLoy

2007-02-20T03:06:00.000+08:00

well, i havent been updating my blog for quite a while. why is it so? obvious reasons would be that i was busy or i was just too lazy. well, i cant seem to decide which is the more sensible reason. hmm..well, ill leave it to u guys to decide. this could be quite a long post as i have plenty of things to say.

ill start with V-day. well, all i can say that this years v-day for me was just like any others. nothing interesting really happened, maybe its the fact that i am still single. haha. yea, it seems so. the day started out like any other day would except with the exchanging of presents and greetings with one another. i personally believe in giving presents to girls only and not guys, haha. why? i dont know myself too. haha.

the next day would be joggaton. WOW!! that day was damm fun, i managed to hang out with some great company and after that was some partying done at east coast. it was dwn to china town afterwards followed by the meeting up with some friends at AMK. haha, i can say that i have met some good friends this year, no regrets i suppose would be the correct word in describing them. u guys know who u are, haha.
the shittiest part of that day was the trip down to east coast in the morn, i frigging got lost on my way there. i told the bus uncle to alight me at the stop where i am suppose to be at, but apparently he forgotten and alighted me 3 or 4 stops afterwards, what was I supposed to do? what else? cab down, wasted freaking 6 bucks. its not the money but the way they did things, crap man. haiz, but what to do..*shakes head at this point

reunion dinner was great, spent quality time with my family. had the usual steamboat and other new year food that people usally eat during CNY. haha. i watched soccecr till abt 4 the next morning and woke up at 8 plus to go visiting the same day. damm, it was a hectic day for me man. i was pratically out the whole day and got back home in the wee hours again, at about 2 in the morn. this was because a part of my time was allocated to watching a movie. haha.i watched the Protege. damm, it was a good movie, the freaking picture was damm good and the story line fantastic. but it seems that everyone dies in the end when andy lau acts in such shows. haiz, but it was a cool death. i strongly advise that ppl watch it and those who takes drugs definitely will never ever take it again after watching such a show.

the first day of new year:

the first stop was at my uncles house in lornie road and than it was to my grandma place in yishun than AMK to my aunts hse and than jurong for a movie with the cousins. this was definitely a hectic day for me. but it was good, haha. mainly due to the collections haha.

second day:
woke up at 11 plus in the morn and than headed off to bishan to my grandma place next it was down to tampinese and than changi safra for reunion dinner again. haha.

the bill shot up to 400 over dollars from what i heard. my uncle bought us dinner. i thought that the food was good but he ordered a little too much. haha. there was like lobster sashimi, geoduck,2 huge ass crabs, the norms and prawns and the lo hei. haha. yeah, it was alot of fooooodddd. abit too much i would say again but it was darn good.

third day:
it just begun now, but i still do not know the itinary for today. hopefully, i can rest at home and just slack the day off. haha. this would be the ideal day for me. haha. but i dun think this would happen. haha.

feeling high now. haha. due to some reasons and it aint the alcohol and ciggs.(btw i've quit) believe what u want, i dun wish to elaborate further.

aLoy

happy chinese new year.....

2007-02-12T23:10:00.001+08:00

THIS NEW BLOGGER EDITION SUCKS.....

on the edge

2007-02-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

its been quite a hectic week for me and it sure aint getting any better thanks to CNY coming up. but hey, im not complaining about all the fun ill be having during CNY, its just that the cleaning up of the room and packing of old and new stuff. damm. its just getting to me.

anyway, there are some odd things happening in school lately. people whom i thought were my frenz apparently doesnt seem so, hmm, am i reading too much into things or does it so happen to be true?
i wonder, im the kinda person that if u have a prob woth me just say it to my face and lets get it over and done with, and not start sending out bad vibes to everyone, its just a fucking bother to even think about such shit. u make it seem as if the whole world owes u a fucking living, if u are not happy about something just say it la. fucking screwing with life, btw just to remind some fuckers out there, THIS IS MY BLOG SO I SAY WHATEVER I WANT YOU HEAR, if u cant take it dun read on bitches.
luckily, i have friends like steph, vin, nirmal and the rest. including the 218 guys...

for my buddies who know me, im a good friend if u dun screw me for no damm good reason. so im hoping theres a really good reason as to why u are fucking messing up my life. i can take ur shit up to a certain level before i start my old bad habits. i havent been doing such shit in JC at the moment, never really needed to get pisseed over anything, but hey. it just seems that there is someone who is currently jumping on my really thin blood vessel which could burst any moment. fuck, i hate this feeling, all i can say that is if u wanna screw this friendship go ahead, cause i dun give a fuck.

ok, enough about that particular prick. im kinda broke lately, i gotta survive this week with the little i have left, budget budget budget.
discipline myself......haiz...

aLoy

ill blog abt my sch funfair tmr la...haha....quite fun that day la....

2007-02-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

so, it seems like another ordinary day has passed.
but does it really seem that way.
all i feel are mixed feelings and frustrations.
sometimes i find that some things that we do are meaningless.
to put it in a crude way, its just plain ass bullshit.

why am i feeling all so emo and fucked right now? why is it that ppl always tend to take advantage of u? i have this great urge to just punch them in their fucking face, but i cant do shit cause ur so called family. all i can say is FUCK U!!!
new year new friends, happy times. i dont know shit what im writing now. just writing for the sake of it. dun ask me why, just felt like typing some shit out. giberrish gliberrish fuigerrish and fuckerrish. tts all i know right now.
fucakdy doodady fuckady doo. why am i typing shit now?can some1 answer me, i guess not. so here i am, gonna say good nite to u.

cya. aLoy

2007-02-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

life can be such a drag at times.
im emo-ing at this point.
i dunno why,
eveything seems different.
the bonds that we used to have,
its vanishing bit by bit.
can we salvage whats left of it.
everyone is drifiting further apart,
what can we do about it.

i suppose nothing much.
ropes of friendship are fraying as such.
emptiness takes over after a time,
taking away emotions that exists within us.
stranded alone by ourselves sometims,
not a single soul around us.

what im writing doesnt make sense,
but who gives a shit cause i write what i want.
go fuck urself if u have any comments.
cause im not interested in listening to shit right now.
fucking confused!!!!

aRHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

aLoy

2007-02-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

hmm, money seems to be slipping out of my hands faster than i can hang on to it. i have practically spent so much that i think im gonna get smth huge stuffed up my ass. shit. haha, i mean figuratively and hell no, it aint a dick. XD

so, i had a talk with one of my good buddies just a few days back and from what i heard, i feel very dissapointed and fucked. damm it man, arent the whole group of us suppose to be friends or something, we have know each other for quite a while and i know all of ur characters. im just guessing that u guys are all stressed up with ur work but hell, this isnt the way u should be treating each other. like damm fucked up la. na bei. cannot stand it when close friends become unhappy for some fucked up reason. i guess that having not meet up might be the cause of it. shit, a good smoke is what everyone needs man, just to cool off. haha. something definetely has gotta be done to solve this, no more selfish acts alrite. makkao puki lobang square. haiz.

a month has passed since i joined my new class. well, what am i feeling now. hmm, i guess that its really fun, with nirmal and vin being the jokers. haha. and yes, there is that lil' but mighty one---Gen. haha, all these people including steph and the rest are all damm fun la, they make the day interesting. i think i made the right choice to repeat my J1, i understand the subjects that they teach more clearly now and im able to answer most of the teach questions w/o much difficulty now. hopefully all goes well for me for the whole year.

oh yea, abt that fucking teacher who got me into trouble. i tell u man, she is a fucking whofre who deserve to get screwed in her ass a million times till her ass starts bleeding and gets sores. fuck her la, i wasnt doing any shit, and she just came and took my name and a few others down
and submitted it to my GP teach w/o explaining to us the reason why. what the fuck la, the sight and thought of her just pisses me off, fucking gu niang cheebye shit head fuck face cow ass whore. ARHHH!!!! -_-*middle finger
apparently she assumed that i woudnt be doing my GP tutorial, the fuck ass key word here is assume. like what the hell, u dont go around assuming shit and just get students in trouble. like fuck la, no wonder 80% of the ppl do not want to stay in fucking cheebye YJC. fucking poor admin and justification system la. na bei, that fucking bitch can just go and fucking eat her own shit. ill call her W now, it stands for whore. W will be one of the causes that ppl do not want to stay in YJC, with such a lousy system in place and the head of school so traditional, damm it la. all the students are better of at some other JC or poly. fuck them la.

i feel better now. haha. about what did i buy, hmm. 4 new xbox games that cost at least 200++++++dollars and a new addidas shoe that cost 119. damm it la. control SELF FUCKING CONTROL is what i need now. and i will work on it la. fuck. fuck fuck fuck.

going to do someother stuff now, cya. sorry for so much profanities used in this entry. i just couldnt take it no more la, with the fucked up school system--oops...
alrite la, cya.

aLoy

frenz....

2007-01-31T22:10:00.000+08:00

life can be such a drag at times. with so many of the tests and stoopid workload that we had these past days, its a wonder im still alive.haha. a little exagerrating but hey, its funny right.
anyway, im missing the fun with the 4F group, its not that i do not want to call u guys, its just that u HAVE friggin exams. haha and i dont. haha.

CNY is coming soon and it will be a time of gambling and eating. haha. cant wait, all that fun that is coming soon. i have been pretty tired and lethatgic these few days, i think i should rest now. and bye. hahahaha.

aLoy

fucking tired so i cant really put most of my sentences together now. haha. ill blog about a teacher bitch who got me in trouble with another teach in school maybe tmr or the day after. haha.

Hokkien Song #1

2007-01-29T21:49:00.001+08:00

super funny also la...

Fast and Furious Hokkien Drift

2007-01-29T21:43:00.001+08:00

funny like dog if u understand hokkien....XD

shitty stuff

2007-01-24T23:11:00.000+08:00

as of today, i have been home really late. abt 11pm. i cant seem to go home early these days, i need to complete my sch wrk at a really tiresome time. there seems to be so much to do now. i have to study for a map test for IH, i have some eng lit stuff that i have to paraphrase and i have maths hmwrk. wads next, econs. damm. seems to me that the teach are trying to kill everyone by the end of feb or they are trying to chase all the PAE students out of the school.

i seem to be really slack in pool lately, i was suppose to be enthu abt it. but i guess its just that i havent really gotten to know my cca mates that well enough. but overall, the cca is fun. yeah, at least there's still xuan, YP and suffien. haha.

the bball team of my school played against MI today, the guys team well lost but i think the girls team won. i didnt stay for the whole match but hey, they seem to be kicking butt. haha.

oh yeah, some interesting stuff to talk abt. i think it happend a few days back. well, i was at my cuz place and there was this ang moh who was moving out of my cuz apartment which he rented for a yr. while checking the hse was still in proper living condition, the ang moh asked the property agent wad is NTU. as he was studying in NUS, he wanted to know wad NTU was. apparently the smart reply from the property agent was that NTU is a kinda polytechnic. i was like WTF dude, u are a singaporean and u dun even know wad NTU is. u fucking stupid or wad. realy embarassing for us singaporeans man, he fucking disgrace us. throw our face away sia. KNN. he wasnt really tactful in asking questions as well. he asked the ang mog moving out if he found a cheaper place and how much was that rent compared to my cuz hse. of course he found a cheaper place la, tts why he will choose to move out. wad a dumbfuck question. nvm, u know how the ang moh reply, this is my business not urs. WAH!!! straight jack back into his face. poor shit, kena put dwn bu ang moh in front of quite a few ppl. sian la.

ok la, enuff of bullshit la. im going off to bed already, bloody shagged. haha.

cya and nitez...

aLoy

random

2007-01-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

i finally got to my new class a little bit better today. i guess that we just have to dsit down and start talking, haha. thats what we did in the library basement today. although we made loads of noise, but hey, it was fun. haha.

i wonder when we are going to carry out that plan B we have discussed about. we really need someone organise it so that it can be carried out smoothly and w/o problems. im actually really shagg now, cant really think much abt things properly and i still have one more eng lit hmwrk to complete by dunno when. shite. i guess ill go crash now. cya ppl.

aLoy

2007-01-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

i feel that as time passes by, i am beginning to understand the characteristics of my new class mates. they are actually very fun people. its just that they havent really opened up to the system of our school i guess or maybe its just that more time is needed. haha. anyhow, im glad that the class is at leats becoming more lively.haha. well, the start of all these lessons seems to be quite draining. i have to start planning my time properly now, which subjects i can afford to waste time on and which subjects i cant. haha.

about the outing i was looking forward to on sat, it seems that it cannot take place anymore. haiz, my frenz have some kinda PTD crap that they need to attend. haha. luckily for us retainee's we are exempted. poor thing guys.hahahaha. weel, its really disheartening to know that YJC has retained like 90 friggin % of the total PA ppl, and only allowed a minimal of 11 ppl i think to advanced. haiz, what are they thinking.

i have been getting really freaky teachers of sort lately. econs, GP and now maths. wad the hell is happening, why is it that all the freaky teachers seems to be better ones than those whom i had the year before. haha. i seem to be able to grasp the concept of the syllabus easier and much quicker. maybe its because i retained. hmm, i think so. haha. anyway, its time to start mugging again. blog again later.
cya

aLoy

2007-01-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

its been a while again, haha. i guess ill update abit on the recent events first. like say about dragon boating. everyone from my class or mostly everyone did not feel like going out to the dirty waters of kallang river to dragon boat. let me say this first, there is a friggin good reason for this, if u happen to ever go there, just take a good hard look at the water. it is fucking disgusting, its so bloody dirty that hell, i dont even want to know wtf is in there. the shittiest part of it was that you get splashed with that sick ass water all over ur body and HAIR. like shit man. but on the whole, besides getting splashed, it was fun. ok, i admit it! it was fun. we manage to clinch the second spot in the mini race that was held by the organisers. haha, i cant belive it. but hey, i think this shows that we do have abit of class spirit within us. haha, we just gotta try harder, socialize more. haha.

ok, some exciting things that are gonna happen this week that i am really looking forward to. first, there is suppose to be this outing with my ex -class to have dinner or something. and the most exciting match of the week, devils V.S the gunners. haha, im betting that the devils will kick the gunners ass( sorry abt that yi en), haha. u got ur team i got mine. haha. anyway, the week seems to pass by really fast, i just got my new time table and the schedule sucks. we always end so late everyday. why? are they trying to kill us. its only the first 3 months for crying out loud. i understand mugging is important but so early in the yr? and when valentine and chinese nw yr is just around the corner. damm. and i have a GP test nxt monday. that just sucks even more. haiz, anyway i still have the weekend to look forward to.

oh yea, and since rugby has been disbanded, i have since joined cue ball. for some of u who have no idea what this cca is, its pool and billiard. i really hope its interesting. there are a couple of reasons as to why i chose this cca. cause my frenz are there and for once, i can have a slack cca. no need to go running abt. haha. i might join fitness club too. just to train up and bulk up before nafa(is that how u spell it?)haha. anyway, i gotta go now. i have some GP shit to do and some other notes to sort out. so cya.

aLoy

whats going on now

2007-01-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

what did i do this weekend. practically nothing at all. haha, i see some of my friends wh0o have retained with me has already started studying, but i dun understand what they are studying? i dont think that any homework has been given out to the various classes.hmm. maybe i should practice some maths and past year econs and history questions just to keep myself alert and make sure that i retain all the info that i still have from last year. yup, enough about boring school work.

i went down to vivocity today to shop with my mum and bro. mainly its because my bro needed a few more stuff to add to his already all so small collection of clothes that he has. haha. i was asked by my mum whether if we should leave the country during chinese new year period, maybe fly off to bangkok with my aunts and cuzins, haha. but that would mean.....(ya know $$$) haha...practical aLoy. haha. i cant seem to make up my mind which to choose, should we go to bangkok or should we stay in s'pore. haiz, i hate this kinda decision, if only there were 50hours days than we can do what we want, haha. maybe not, cause that would mean longer school hours. shit.*rolls eyes*

there were a few more retaturants that has just opened i think, and their menu looks really good. however, things are not always what it seems, for example. i went down to vivo's swensens for tea, and their menu friggin looks gd, but. i stress the word BUT, the taste was terrible. the service poor as well, i guess the only good thing will be the ambience. haiz. haha. i saw this japanese grilll restaurant there too, looks realy good, anyone interested? haha.

i have officially left my old class 218 to join my new class p28. really miss u guys, haha. all the fun and laughter during our breaks, haiz. i think we should go out next saturday, haha. come yto think of it, when was the last time we actually went out. hmm, seems ages ago. haha. well, ill come up with something and let u guys know abt it. haha.

i finally changed my phone. haha, froma nokia n70 to a LG chocolate. PINK colour. haha. yeah, PINK. haha. hey u might think its gay but the colour is nice. haha. sad shit is that the phone aint 3g. damn. haha. i was contemplating between the samsung 900 or the LG one. i settled with the LG one cause i felt that the samsung colours wasnt that nice. haha. you know that trading in your phone may not be all that worth it, my advice would be to sell ur phone to a second hand shop and use the money u've got to get another one. usually, it will allow u to save more on what u have to pay.

i have dragon boating at kallang tmr. this activity is suppose to be some sort of class bonding, so im sort of hoping that all would turn out okay. haha. havent really got to know most of my class ppl yet and i cant seem to remember everyone's name now!!!! after that ice breaker session that we had, i felt that it is useless now. haha. maybe it just applies to me only. i hope not, haha. anyway, i guess its time for me to turn in, ill blog again tmr night. so cya.

aLoy

2007-01-11T20:56:00.000+08:00

ok, im back to blogging again. this blog has been dead for like a really long time already. well, i was just caught up with lots of personal things that i had to settle within this period of time. i made up my decision to repeat J1 instead of forcing my ass up to J2 if i had the chance. some of u might ask me why i chose this path, well, its really simple. i didnt want to burden myself with chinese lit so i decided to re-adjust my subject combination. yeah, thats abt it.

school has been really slack for me lately cause of the many lectures that i attend. teachers going through the same stuff, which can be kind of draining on ones energy sometimes. luckily i assume that this is a good sign, cause it says alot---that i understood and fully comprehend what the teach taught last yr? haha.

anyway, had a change of SEA history teacher, all i can say is that im happy that i chose to retain. haha, yeah. thats right, the new teacher happens to be able to project SEA in a very interesting way unlike previous teahers who taught me last yr. it really changes ones perspective abt the subject. haha. too bad for muriel and ym. haha. i promise to share my notes with u guys, happy historying with ur boring teachers. haha. XD. jk jk.

well, all i can say that im really happy now except for the fact that my new class seems to be very unfriendly, haha. maybe it just that thet havent open up yet. haha. anyway, im guessing that a majority of them has decided to haul ass out of YJC ASAP. haha, luckily for me. i know all the retainees who are in my class. XD. ill blog again when i have some more interesting things to tell say. haha. cya.

aLoy

ps:we will still be buddies w/o a doubt...haha

2007-01-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

its been really quite a while since i blogged. well, the reason behing this was that i was really damm bloody busy, with all the parties that i had and also cause one of my fav cousin recently just gave birth to a healthy baby boy. haha. i guess that makes me an uncle now, haha.

ok, just a few updates, lemme begin on the 24th, christmas eve. i went over to my dad's mums hse in bishan for a "family" gathering. i really do not like to go over there, ill try my utmost best to avoid that place if i can. why??? because of some fucktards there, who are those fucktards im talking abt, my dads bro and sis. yeah yeah, some of u might feel that i am insolent and have no respect for my elders, but wait till u hear what i have to say.
ok, it was like any other day, i woke up and was told that we wld have to go over to my dad's mum place, so i went. the main purpose of my visit there was to se my grandma only. but, the rest of my relatives was there as well, fuck. if u met them, u would literally tear ur own balls or vagina off. trust me, i mean literally. i have this uncle W, he is a fucking know it all. he thinks he knows everything, acting all smart and literate, but in actual fact he is just a fucking loser. but nobody dares to tell him that except my mum,dad and me. the rest of my aunts are just brianless losers. always being taken advantaged, uncle W always uses his role as the eldest to boss his way ard, he thinks his so great, but if he is, wld his own daughter(my cuz) scold him and "fuck" him in front of everyone. my dad gave my grandma $1000 recently but im betting that it will be gone very very fast due to some reasons.
FUCK~~~!!!!!!!!!

ANYWAY, on a happier note, i was off to devils bar that night. and the bar top dancing was fabuloso and i pretty much got wasted like i am now on new yr's eve or shld i say day. haha.
i went down to st james power station today and partied. ordered a bottle of chivas and drank till i was silly. haha. and i fucking lost my devils bar card on new yr eve!!!!!!!!what a fucking gd way to start the yr, hopefully some1 will return the card to me. shit. haha. fuck i am going off to bed now. i really dont knwo what im saying now. or shld i sat typing, haha. shit. byebye

ill continue again when i am feeling better.............

aLoy

2006-12-23T02:01:00.000+08:00

at this point in time, im quite sure that i am drunk but i still will blog abt wad i did tonight. haha. well, i went down to clark key to club. the destination was the PUMP ROOM, ts very near MOS and the CLINIC. haha. the place seriously rocks. i will upload some of the pics that i took just now tonight maybe. haha. ill talk more abt it later, so yea. i guess ill go catch some slp la. so yea, cya.

aLoy

2006-12-22T01:58:00.000+08:00

well, all i can say that i am just looking forward to nxt weeks party with my class. today i went to jun and sy BBQ, just to tell them, HAPPY BDAE!!!!! haha.

nth else to say. cya.

2006-12-21T02:48:00.000+08:00

well, its been a good few days for me so far. in the event that i wasnt blogging, i was happily enjoying myself. haha. yup. i really wanted to blog but i was just too lazy again. haha. anyway, just to update on a few events.

i went to goodwood park hotel for dinner the day before. all i can say was that the japanese teppanyaki was fantastic, the food was damm good so was the price. haha. yeah, it might be a bit pricy from 88dollars to 213 dollars per person, but u get what u pay for. i give it 5 freaking stars on the taste and everything. haha. the prawns lobsters and salmon was very fresh and the portion was just right too, it was actually quite filling. especially the beef, fantastic. haha. i wanna go back there again and eat, anyone interested?? haha. they have a really good coffee house that serves good buffet too, not forgetting the gordon's grill where they serve excellent steaks too. haha.

anyway, enough about food. in lets say a few more hours, it'll be a busy day for me. haha. i got so many stuff to do and i also have to go out later in the evening for a party. haha. i gotta control myself and not go anywhere after today, ok maybe not anywhere far. haha. gotta study study.
cant wait to meet up with friends later, havent seen each other for quite a while. hmm...

ok la, blog again later. XD. cya

aLoy

2006-12-16T02:13:00.000+08:00

well, i had an enjoyable evening. haha. had a good dinner and so on. frm tmr onwards or shld i say later, i have gotta get my act together and start studying. i have already planned out what i wanna do and ill most prob start with econs. so yea, ill work on that and also the hated SEA History. haha. anyway, more or less i shld really set my priorities right and begin with the studying. CHIONG SUA LIAO!!!!

ok, ill stop here for tonight. cause im really tired now. so yea, gd nite and cya.

aLoy

2006-12-15T14:29:00.000+08:00

i just got back frm my the food court near my hse, i had to bring my younger bro there to have his lunch. well, im really peeved at the moment, cause i dont seem to understand why kids his age are do difficult to handle. they always try to go against u, when u tell them not to do it they do it, and when u tell them to do it they dont. thats so darn screwed up. can anyone understand the frustration that i am feeling. shit.

im supposed to go down to town later, but now im so worked up that i really dun have the mood to go out. FUCK!!!!!!!! why do things have to get so messed up, why cant they be more mature. why????????

unhappy at the moment so just FUCK OFF.

unhappy aLoy

2006-12-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

yadayadayadayada.......................

nth to say today........................................

so i just type nonsense here............................

byebye

aLoy

2006-12-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

i was having a talk with my mum this evening, this topic was being discussed by us for quite a while lately. she kept asking me the same question, whether or not i have decided to be retained. the answer to that quetion is NO, of cuz not. why in the world would i want to get retained. i havent been studying lately because i am still having holiday blues. i just want two or three more days to slack and really do the things that i want, cause i wont have much time to do any of those anymore later. ill definitely try my utmost best to do everything that i can to pass.

i feel like crap now, been having this fucked up feeling lately. i dont know whats the fucking problem that have been bothering me for so long. no one will have the answer to this question i guess. i have so many things that i want to say out loud but i havent found any suitable person to talk with even now as well. family? nah, i wont want to talk to them abt this shit, i feel really uncomfortable talking to them abt these kinda stuff. maybe i shld go to those confession booths in those catholic churches where i can tell the priests wad i really wanna say. haha. just a thought, thats all.

i recently have the "joy" of babysitting my cousins' who are sleeping over at my place. both he and my bro make up a team that is so noisy and just pisses me off, i cant go anywhere, im stuck at home!!! well, to be honest, it really isnt their fault. mainly because im facing financial problems. shit. im left with my last 50 bucks from what i know. *cry

well, i guess i REALLY should start my preparations to study now. time is of the essence as they say, but hey. my mum has been asking me what kind of motivational aspects do i want, hmm. at this point i guess ill be practical. i'll just want moolah, money. haha. yeah. thats what i need at the moment. and i really need to get tuition teachers. shit, i hate the prospect of having to look for tuition and begin them again. its so time consuming, but i guess i have no choice but to go along with it. haiz. its just for my own good. no choice in certain matters.

there are some olld friends who recently asked me whether or not if i was thinking of going to the university or not? of cuz im planning to go the uni, i cant possibly go out in the working society with a miserable A level certificate in the future. shit, guys u shld think before u ask ne this kinda questions again. haha.

anyway, i've been going on and on abt some random topics for the past 10 or maybe 15 minutes, but i really have so many things on my mind that i want to let it out and this is a good way of doing so.

so yeah, ill end here again. continue maybe later or tmr night again, so yea. cya ppl.

aLoy

2006-12-12T03:00:00.000+08:00

its a brand new day, apparently im still very very awake. im sitting on my bed with my lappy on my lap and typing away now. i dont really have much or practically nothing to do now, which would explain the reason for me to blog at this point in time.

well, what kinda long winded crap shld i talk abt now? how abt the hong xing da jiang which was shown on TV yesterday. haha. for those who watched it, what are ur sentiments exactly abt the show? hmm, i would really like to now. haha. i'm just being kapo now la, haha.

ok there really is nothing much to talk abt that reality show. i would wanna talk abt love. does anyone have the answer to what love really is. is it affection u show to a person or wad is it. do u demand that he or she reciprocrates what u gave he or she in the same amount? haha, yea its a little bit too emo for this in the morning. haha. but hey, im bored to tears at the moment so this is one subject that i think is suitable for this occasion. haha.

anyway, i was talking to one of my cuzins on msn just now when she told me that her baby was due nxt tuesday!!! haha, i think im more excited than she is, i really wanna take a look at the newborn baby and maybe even carry it for a while. haha. i bet the baby will be damm adorable and cute. hey, thats how they turn out to be at that age. haha. but seriously, just thinking abt the time when she got married and so, time really has passed by so quickly. we sure as hell dont know what the future has installed for us, can we take control of it? or is it up to fate itself? i really shld start planning things out properly and have all my plans laid out carefully before me so i can take a closer look at them. haha. yeah, the holidays seems like it is going to pass by really quickly soon and ill be 18 before i know it. haha. cant wait, first step to the path of freedom. haha.

ok, ill just stop here for now. ill continue again tonight. ill go get some shut eye maybe or just do something that i like. haha. and what would that be?????

cya

aLoy

2006-12-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

today was like any other day. haha. like telling some kinda story, but hey! i like it that way. anyway. i got my hair coloured olive brown a few days ago, just to cover the tons of white hair that i have and just wanted to try something new. it turned out better than i expected. my hair is thinned and i can style it in a few more ways, haha. no more curry pok hairstyle no more. haha. the name of my old hair style which i fashioned was kindly given to me by a few of my friends, haha.

well, did anything interesting happened today? nope, not really except this morning match when chelsea played arsenal. haha. that was an exciting match. it could easily have been a 3-1, allowing chelsea to win. but in the end it ended up in a draw. haha. anyway, the late goal by chelsea was FANTASTIC, haha. anyway, manchester united is still in the lead and that is what matters. haha. go red devils!!! XD

like i said yesterday, i had alot of unanswered questions, and mind u, im still thinking abt them. so yeah, i had a friend who told me last night to stop thinking abt things so much. haha. maybe ill heed her advice. haha. i just like to think, it keeps me mentally awake.

im seriously waiting for the 19th to come quickly, i wanna go to Goodwood park hotel to eat their jap food, haha. yeah, i just love to try new stuff. i recently heard about this new restaurant at holland V, hogs breath. hmm, i havent tried the food there yet, but i heard its good. anybody interested in going?? someone date me please, haha. preferably a girl, hot and cute at the same time, haha. i must be thinkinga abt things a little too much. haha. but seriously, anyone interested in going???? haha. gimme a call.

there are a few bdae parties and many random parties that has just been calling for me to go. haha. but i seriously have to consider limiting myself, i have to control. gotta study.haha. but im really waiting for the countdown at the end of the year, where will i be? what will i be doing? haha. cant wait. so many things just happening in this mo0nth. haha. im having my own little party slightly earlier, on the 29th. haha.

anyway, ill end here tonight although i still have tons of things that i want to stay. haha. cya.

aLoy

confused

2006-12-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

i said that i would blog and post more pictures of my Genting trip here, but i was too busy and lazy. i had so much unconstructive stuff that was planned out for me and had no time to do any other things.

its been quite a whie since i blogged, 9i had a few parties this week, met up with a few friends and just nua. yup doing my favourite hobby, yeah i know. i shouldnt be constantly nuaing, i shld get my act together and start studying. shit. why does time seem to pass so quickly since i came back frm Genting, its like theres somebody out there with this huge clock and he is constantly winding it forwards. the mood to study just isnt there, i wonder why. shld i just get myself retained nxt yr, i dont really mind. hmm, what shld i do.*confused

haiz, well. ill just take things one at a time. maybe ill start reading up some of my notes for nxt yrs block test. wheres the motivation that i need now?? where are u!!! haha. fuck.

i desperately need to go out and have fun, but im lacking in moolah, no $$$. shit. im stucked at home because of this shit. damm. shld i get a job now? there is just so many shld i's that i dont know what to do. damm. i keep on whining and whining nowadays simply to either piss myself off or just for the fun of it. WHERE ARE U FRIENDS?? WHERE??? I HAVENT BEEN RECIVEING CALLS TO GO OUT!!! arh!!!!! im dying of fucking boredom here. ASK ME OUT!!haha, yeah im asking u to ask me out. haha.

there is a couple of things that i have to get sorted out immediately too. most important thing is to get my EZ link card replaced ASAP and find moolah. im contemplating to sell my HP, shld I?? i hate the feeling of feeling broke, arh!!!

well, this mainly sums up my entry. its full of questions, can i have some answered soon?? hmm..where will the answers come from. i need to find someone to talk to, i need fucking advise on some shit, who can i turn to??? FUCK THE FUCKING BLOC TEST! why the hell do they have to set it on the first week of school. have they no bloody brains. stupid school. no wonder the resentment against the school was so high among the pupils. due to some fucked up teachers who cant hand out conducts fairly and the SYSTEM just SUCKS!!!!!

ok, im feelin better now. goodnight and bye.

aLoy

2006-12-03T12:56:00.000+08:00

i havent been blogging for the past few days when i got back from Genting because i was just too tired. but hey, here i am back blogging. the trip to Genting with my frenz was really fun, although i lost my wallet, but overall the trip was fun. i had a good and memorable time withe them. this trip will definitely leave a lasting impact on me. those moments were good. haha.

DAY 1

well, muriel yien and xuan all stayed at my hse before we left for Genting the next day. we practically didnt slp at all. we watched soccer, some crazy ass scary show and had Mcdonalds as well. haha. this all happened roughly ard 1 to 4 in the morning. haha. after that they all went to bed, while i still nuaed on the couch.

we checked in at Grassland at around 6:15 or somewhere along that time. we were like really kiasu or maybe it was just me. haha. cause we were the first to board the bus and we left earlier than the rest of the buses. whoa! the trip there was boring, cause we were all too tired to talk or wad. we just slept and kept to our selves. The in house movie sucked big time too, they showed miami vice, the quality was damm bad. must be the pirated dvd that they were using. haha.

we reached our destination at abt 2 and when we checked in and placed our bags in our rooms it was ard 3 alreadi and we were all hungry. haha.

these are our rooms.

ok, after settling down, we made our way to kenny rogers. one point for all of u who are going to Genting to take note. DONT FUCKING EAT THERE!!! the service sucks and it FUCKING aint clean. so yeah, this is my point. when we requested for ice water, they said that they dont serve it. we were like WTF!! anyway, we later ordered drinks and they brought with them glasses of ice. yi en was like," what did u use to make ur ice?" haha. the chicken was ok, but wasnt hot. and muriels pasta looked like some kinda plastic food. haha. sp yeah. if u get my drift. that is a no no place to go and eat. im recommending chinese food only.

ill blog again tonight abt what we did at day 2. some photos for u to look at in the mean time. haha.

there are some cable car and starbucks photos which i will upload again tonight. haha. hardcore lazy now. cya.

aLoy

2006-11-27T03:16:00.000+08:00

In another 2 more hours its off to genting. haha. muriel and xuan are in the other room pigging off while i am still awake, cant seem to slp. dunno why, but its just been happening. haha.

anyway, its been a busy day. had been working my ass off these few hours. anyway, just fuck it la. outr of shit to write.

cya

aLoy

BYE BYE!!!!

2006-11-26T17:19:00.000+08:00

tmr is the day, haha. fucking happy and gan chiong. haha. gotta go and pick the buddies up soon frm harbour front. yup, they are coming over to stay. supposedly we were to meet at 5:30, but knowing them. they confirm late one, haha. so i called. lucky i called, i almost boarded the bus at 5 just now. anyway, time was pushed back to 6. so yea, have to go off soon.

i think it will be a night of fun, haha. so many things to do still, i havent even packed my bag yet. haha. better do it tonite.

ok la, ill blog later again. have to go get ready to leave. this is just a post to waste my time only. haha. fuck.

aLoy

2006-11-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

i made the wrong decision today by deciding to go for the stupid rugby match in the morn, all it did was drained up my strength and cause me to feel more pain in my arms and back. overall, i felt that the game was a fucking waste of time, wanna know the final outcome. WE LOST as usual, but this time the defeat was fucked up, we lost by more than 50 points at least. Guess how many points my team scored, * drumroll*. fucking zilch, 0 pts. we bloody got thrashed. Damm.

ah, anyway. all that is hurting is just my right arm now. hopefully after tonight it will get better. friends are coming over to stay tmr, so i better get things ready. haha. the day after tmr and im off to Genting. WOOOOO!!!! excited sia. haha. ok la, havent even started looking for a bag to pack and nth seems ready although i have been saying that i will pack. haha. at least i got the cash and passport ready. haha. better go look for a bag later. XD.

ok, ill end here now. i gotta go watch the soccer match soon and get some last minute shit done. so yeah, cya.

aLoy

2 more days and counting.....

2006-11-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

today has been a busy day for me, i was out of the hse at 10 in the morn and only got back ard 6 in the evening. my xbox kinda screwed up this morn and i gotta take it back down to get it fixed, luckily i got it exchanged and is able to play it again later. haha. more gaming later. haha.

i managed to buy a pair of new shoes today, yay!!! spent only 56 dollars on it, bought converse. it just looked better than the kappa and nike ones i saw today. haha. this was the only gd shit that happened this week i guess.

anyway, ill end here now, my bro is bugging me now. he wants to use the com, so i have gotta give way. so yeah, cya.

aLoy

3 more days and counting....

headspin

2006-11-23T20:27:00.000+08:00

headache!!!thats wad i am having now, so pain. haha. but nvm la, this kinda shit happens. anyway, followed my bro down to school to collect his PSLE results, well, i thought he did alright, at least he will be able to go over to Fairfield sec. apparently the stream his in is NA, so yeah. as long as his happy its good la. haha.

ok, nth happened besides this and my killing headache. so ill end here now. the days are getting nearer and nearer, cant wait!!!! haha.

aLoy

4 more days and counting....

5 more days

2006-11-22T22:13:00.000+08:00

wow!!! i dunno how to describe this feeling but it seems that i am back at my com again, around the same time as yesterday. haha. time seems to just go by so quickly, not that i am complaining or anything, haha.

i went down to Bugis today, suppossedly to study. well, i did study, but it wasnt that effective. perhaps it was the weirdo sitting in front of me who was kinda distracting. i dunno wad his problem is, but the library sure isnt a place for u to have a fucking picnic. he was like freaking untidy, he makes the library look like a hawker centre. i see coffee and coke, some kinda pie and food stuff that shldnt belong there. :/

ok, enuff abtthat dude, went for lunch at pastamania and den headed of to Bugis street for a walk. haha. saw a couple of shirts and shoes that looked really inviting, but i have to control my spending. haha. gotta save!! but i most probably will get a shoe by this week. haha. after that i headed over to starbucks for a drink, and i met felicia AGAIN, haha. starbucks no good macdonalds better. only tose who were present will get the joke. so too bad if u dun understand haha.

ok, i reached home ard 4:30 and begin my training. i had to hone my xobx skills and i dare say that i am improving. haha. fifa is also really addictive, haha. wanted to buy NFL today, but couldnt find that game, :( but its ok, ill look harder. haha.

ok la, ill stop here now. cya.

aLoy

5 more days and counting...

2006-11-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

well, nothing new today. i spent practically half the day with mr.zzZ and the other half with my xbox. my thumb is hurting like mad now, i think its because of too much gaming. haha. but nvm, i need the xbox to keep my self occupied haha.

its off to bugis tmr, im suppose to meet xuan to study at the library. haha. i didnt know that there was a library at bugis. haha. i really have to get a few more things consolidated before my Genting trip, haha. really excited!!! i know i know, i have been going on and on about it for a while already, but hey, u cant blame me for being excited. the feeling is fucking shiok i tell u, whne the day comes, the satisfaction is superb. haha.

i guess ill go in search for more games at Bugis tmr, haha. after studying of course. haha, XD. ok, ill end here for today, nothing much interesting to blog about these days, so cya...

aLoy

6 more days and counting....

slacking off

2006-11-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

today was a damm slack day for me, all i did was sat in front of my tv and played my xbox. i was suppose to meet xuan and muriel to study at AMK library, but i woke up an hour late and i was having a really bad headache. so i didnt go, felt really bad to PS them, haiz, but ill make up for it la. haha, when we go Genting i wont PS u all again. haha. cause ill definitely be going. i know i know, fucking lame right, but nvm la. haha.

i managed to get my dad to spend 200 dollars on 3 new xbox games haha. i bought fifa 2007, gears of wars and kameo. haha, gears of wars rocks!!!! those who have xbox, shld buy this game, haha, althouugh hard to control at the beginning, when u get the hang of it, its damm fun, u go around shooting fucking creatures or aliens, i dunno wad they are, but u just go round killing them. the weapons are HARDCORE as well, haha. graphics are fantastic too. haha.

i have to go back to school tmr again, but its ok la. i need to get in the mood to study now, so its time to cite myself up. haha. the days actually seems to be passing by faster, must be the continuos gaming i have been doing. haha. its sort of addictive but who cares. haha.

anyway, tmrs my mums bdae, dunno wad we will be doing yet. haha. cant wait, hope its something interesting. haha.

aLoy

7 more days and counting....

back to blogging

2006-11-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

i havent been blogging for the past few days, the reason behind this was that i was just too busy with family stuff. had so many ppl coming over to my hse these two days, met up with a majority of cousins again, haha. it was fun, finally there is no more school im now able to do the things that i want. haha.

ok, i wanna say somethings that happened on friday. it can be said that it was a wonderfuck day. yeah, this is the second time that i used this term. i thought school would have ended off on a happier note, it did, but not what i expected it to be. u see the report book was given back to us on that day. all of my friends had a very good and above for their conduct but i had a fucking good. just good. hell! that is fucking not fair, i was puzzled by this and i went and ask my fucking ct the reason behind this, yeah im scolding her now!! so...if u dun like just fuck off as well. i just dun get it why she gave me a good, its fucking humiliating, she is putting me on the same level as some other fuckers. why?? u wanna know why!! the reason she gave me was that i showed attitude to my STs, like what the fuck la. i didnt give any one fucking ST problem, i didnt make trouble for them during lessons, and this is what i get. this i feel is an insult to me, i usually do not bother much about this kinda stuff, i would have laughed it off, but she fucking gave me a reason that was not right. that is really being a bitch. and an unfair one too. could it be because of my chinese?? serioulsly, can it be? if that is the reason behind it, than its not fair. fuck u man, serioulsly fuck u.

i do not even wanna go and clarify things with her anymore as she can be quite stubborn at times, she is well known for flaring up at weird period of times, should i be glad that she will not be my CT for nxt yr. yeah, i think i will be glad. i hate this unfair and bias treatment. i dun deserve the conduct grade that she gave me, i know that i fucking deserve better. this shit is sitting on my anger nerve and whenever i think abt it, it fucking just pisses me off. haiz, luckily i dun have to put up with her fucking nonsense nxt yr.

but just fuck it, its fucking over and i just want to get it out of my system thats all. now that its out, i feel better. haha.

anyway, went down to causeway point for lunch with frenz, had pizza hut. we begin with pizza and end with it, haha. sounds fucking cheesy but hey, it was a good thing. had fun with those guys, really good frenz.

time seems to pass really quickly now, the Genting trip is approaching and the count down days is less than 10. haha. cant wait for it, if time can just pass a little quicker, haha.

im suffering from a lack of xbox games, my cuz was suppose to pass me the games but he forgot to bring it. damm!!!haha, nvm la, ill just go over to his hse and rummage through his drawers for them. haha.

ok, im feeling tired now, ill blog again tmr. this is just some fucking random post. haha. ok la, cya.

aLoy

8 more days and counting.... XD

2006-11-14T22:57:00.001+08:00

It certainly feels that time is passing really quickly now, and that is a good thing i guess. it means only one thing, that the Genting trip is coming soon and i definitely cant wait for it to come. and theres only 3 more fucking days of school left, starting from tmr and after that, its the holidays. hooray!!! haha, but i think that the week before i leave for genting will be quite a wait haha, i have quite a bit of stuff to settle and plan out before the trip. for example, i gotta churn out a studying schedule for December holidays and maybe get a job at the same time. haha. that ill think more abt it before making a finalised decision.

if only lessons can be more interesting in school now, that Promos are over. it sure is boring, during certain lessons. yeah, i know that the lessons shld be taken seriously, but the holiday mood is kicking in and it fucking aint wrong to be in the joyous mood now. seriously man, who doesnt look forward to holidays. u gotta be a fucking weirdo not too, well, im not sure how much of a holiday it will be but it beats going back to school everyday. at least there is some spare time where we can relax and take a breather. so if there are some fucktards who have a problem with the way me and my frenz are behaving during lessons, say it to us and not behind us. thanks. even the teach dont have a problem with the holiday mood that we have, so why shld u give a shit. even the teach himself has gotta take a breather and crack some jokes sometimes right, u gotta understand something, he is the one who decides on what to do, not u. so if he doesnt feel like havong proper lessons and he doesnt mind us chatting( we still listen to his teachings) what has it gotta do with u. ur actions just pisses ppl off. so u have to live with it and fuck ur philosophies. i dont give a shit abt it, i dun care what u think. so just piss off and go fuck urself, cause i dun care.

im trying my best to ignore ur shit, so dun cross my line. thanks. i know u think u are good but u fucking shld spare a thought for others who didnt do as well as u did. u dun say things that are so fucking ignorant, cause i know u know that u did ok, so dun go ard making ppl feel even worse than they already do. my mum thinks that i've done ok and ill work harder so i dun care wad u say, but i care abt my other friends feelings, so think before u say prick. yeah, im just that direct and frank. so ull just have to live with it. it aint nice to go ard and make ppl feel bad, u shld fucking reflect on ur actions. fuck!!

its been quite a while since i did so much thinking, i already have a clear idea of what i shld do and ill do it. definitely, ill carry it out. my next goal is to achieve a gd pass in all my subjects for nxt yr's block test. so, thx for ur support ppl. gd to have frenz like u guys. haha. so touching right, do u guys feel like crying?? haha. jking la. haha. ill end here tonite cause i have to go and write out a reflection about some stuff for the CT tmr, haha. cya.

aLoy

13 days and counting...

haHA

2006-11-13T20:00:00.000+08:00

hey ppl, i got back my results today!!! guess wad, its fucking provisional advance. haha. well, luckily it aint a retention shit that i got. i suppose my holidays are burnt but u see, the fact is that studying isnt really that hard. all we need is the drive and i think im feeling it now. so yea, ill definitely work hard so that i can continue to stay in yr 2 nxt yr. haha.

i wanna congratulate xuan on advancing to yr 2 nxt yr. haha. a very good job done. haha. and mr zi hao, it seems tekong isnt ready for u yet and i want my beer. haha. congrats to all those who managed to get a clear promotion too, and those who got the same shit as me, it really isnt that bad, trust me. haha. we just gotta work hard. no problem one, we didnt study enough thats all. at least we managed to clear this first hurdle, one more to go to secure our place. we shall chiong again, shouldnt be too difficult. haha.

alrite, after this bloody burden is over, it seems that the trip to Genting shall be a fun one already. haha. all those who are going seems to have done pretty well, so yea. its party time in like lets say 14 days. haha. look forward to it ppl, cause i sure am. haha.

time to relax and allocate time to start my revision again. haha.

aLoy

14 days and counting....

2006-11-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

today was like any other ordinary day, except that i had the feeling of excitement and anxiety within me. this feeling is coursing through every part of my body, trying to find an escape route, wanting to just burst out. i really cannot wait for what is installed for me tmr. the feeling is just undescribable.

well, i think ill just wait for time past slowly, dont think ill be able to slp tonite. i might just go and play my xbox haha. speaking of which, i just bought the game dead or alive 4, and i havent been able to win my bro. by the way, his only 12 this yr. i really suck, haha. he kicked my ass in most of the matches and i only won a few of them. shit! haha. i better go and practice on ot soon. haha.

i dunno wad to talk abt now, i think ill just go and play some games and watch some TV. haha. hopefully all turns out well for me tmr. wish me luck, haha. i sure need as much as u guys can give me now. haha. cya

aLoy

15 days and counting...

hOpe!!

2006-11-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

damm, i clicked a wrong key and my post was deleted. haha. ill just have to type it all out again. :)

was suppose to meet up with 4f'05, but the outing was cancelled last minute. WHY???? somebodyhas gotta organize another outing soon before justice leaves, u gotta lemme know soon ppl. SOON!!!! i wanna meet up with u guys, so long havent met up liao. haha. we shld go get crazy and do shit ass stuffs again. looking forward to it. haha.

ok, today was really boring. had two hours of econs, it was a killer. my CT was pissed today, started scolding a few ppl this morn and ms koh started scolding a few more when she entered the class, its like a scolding party today. but the only thing is, the ones who had fun werent us. so yeah, the feeling sort of sucked. today was the final closure of all the PW shit. yay!!! went down to starbucks with muriel and helen for a drink after we handed up the group file. well, i had my fortune read with the use of tarot cards, it was really accurate by the way. apparently, all seems to turn out well for me in the present and the future. i hope its the same for the promotional results that ill be getting back on monday. so im quite glad actually.

well, hope all my buddies do well for the promotional exams including myself as well, i hope we all promote together, so our class will not have to be split up nxt yr.

gd luck ppl, all the best to u and myself.

aLoy

ANXIETY

17 days and counting....

Bro's bdae

2006-11-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

today was my little bro's bdae, well, apparently he is a little weird, he doesnt like late night outs and etc. he is like the total opposite of me. anyway, went to have steamboat to celebrate with him, the bigger party shld be held sometime soon this or nxt week. apparently, he decided that we all shld go home early tonight so as he can watch his cartoons on SCV. haiz, dunno wad he thinking, but nvm la. HAPPY BDAE BRO!!!!

ok, today was the final A level shit for the yr. hopefully after this crap, all will be alright nxt week and so on. i hope that i wont get to see retain or conditional advancement, from wad i inferred frm ms ong, thats wad i most likely will get to see or is it really so, could i have misinterpreted it. conditional advancement???i fucking hope that i fucking misinterpreted wad she said, and i only see either a promote or advance on my result slip. this waiting is really pissing me off, im fucking stressed because of the wait, why cant they just give us back our damm results back straight after the fucking OP, why do they have to drag?? why? like this whole week and nxt week will be fucked up. luckily i still have some things to look forward to, like the Genting trip and meeting up with my sec sch frenz tmr. damm, fucking stressed at this pt, just lemme pass my econs and hist and lemme subpass my CLL. Please, anyone out there, help me!!!! arh!!!!!

18 days and counting..........

aLoy

2006-11-08T21:07:00.000+08:00

haha, apparently muriel managed to get rid of the stains on her shirt or is it called a blouse. haha. anyway, luckily the stain is off. well, i was really late for sch today, had to go to the doc to get medication for the throat of mine, its hurting like mad and im hoping that it will cease by tmr. cause tmr is the last A level shit for the yr, YAY!!! no more stupid PW. and school's coming to a clousure soon anyway, so yeah, im hoping for the best.

just heard from me teach that they brought the distribution of results forward, we should be able to get it back by this mon or tues. cross ur fingers everyone and hope for the best for me. haha. well, if all turns out well, the Genting trip will be damm fun. nobody retains or any fucked shit happens. haha.

ok, enuff for today. ill end of here. gotta go and rest my throat. haha. byebye.

oh ya, its my bro's bade tmr. haha. better go get him a present as well. haha. ok la, cya ppl.

aLoy

19 days and counting.....

20 days more

2006-11-07T20:28:00.000+08:00

had a really interesting day today. went down to AMK with muriel and xuan after sch today. to mos burger to eat. haha. something really bad or i can also say unfortunate happened. as we were having so called tea break or early dinner, i was trying to open a packet of chilli sauce while talking to them. now here is where i realised that it is really difficult to do two things at once.

we were talking talking and talking, and i was opening the chilli sauce when suddenly, i sort of exerted too much force on the packet and the thing just burst opened. wow!! it was really amazing, usually the person sitting in front of me woud have kena splattered with the suace right, but it wasnt the case today, the one nxt to me kena instead. muriel got splattered and her whole sleeve kena. wa!!! i am so sorry!! she only have one uniform and its dirtied. like WTH la, haiz, i so careless. so i say here aagain, muriel sorry hor, i not on purpose one. clumsy me la. i whack myself, *WHACK*.

i think u can try using the dynamo thingy like they show on tv, maybe it can work. haha. if cannot than we all know they bluff ppl one.

ok la, enough about this unfortunate event. really apologetic to muriel---sorry again. :/

i just wanna shout 20 more freaking days before my trip.

well, some hints were dropped today in sch, everyone in hist class have gotta study for nxt yrs block test in Jan. i hope that all of us managed to either promote or advance. *HOPE*.

ok, best of luck to everyone and take care. cya and gd nite. byebye

aLoy

excited!!!

2006-11-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

im like damm excited la. u know about wad?? the Genting trip, haha. cant wait for the 27 to come fast and i hope that this trip will be a fun one. in a sense that all 4 of us who are going get promoted together and no one will be sad or anything. haha.

counting down the number of days left before i leave. haha.

21 days more!!!!!

aLoy

i want my hints!!!hints!!!hints!!!ok, maybe only if it is positive....haha!!

untitled

2006-11-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

well well well, i think that these few days has been really tiresome and im shagged. really tired now and i just wanna go to bed and slp. but i wont, i dunno why, but i just wont.

i had my chinese A level paper today. i dont know how well ill do, but i felt that overall, the paper was relatively ok. i just have two more things to get of my back and im free. haha. and what are these two things they are

oral presentation
Promote or not Promote?

im hoping for the first one, that i will get promoted so that i can enjoy my Genting trip with my friends. i hope that all of them gets promoted too, YM, yien, xuan, muriel, adel and so on. pardon me if i left ur names out. these are good friends and it will be fun if we managed to get promoted together.

everyone has been practising really hard for OP, so good luck to everyone. hope we all do well and advance together. haha, ok la. ill end here for today, ive said what i wanna say so ill end off here.

aLoy

2006-11-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?I must be strong and carry on,'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?I'll find my way through night and day,'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven.Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please.Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.

tears in heaven by eric clapton. nice song.....

confirmed!!!!yay!!1

2006-11-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

alright!!! everything about the Genting trip is confirmed, my mum went down just now to Golden Mile to book the coach and everything. haha. finally, i got this load of my mind. able to focus on other stuffs now. i really cant wait for the trip, leaving on the 27th of Nov in the morn and will be back 0n the 29th evening. haha. already have so many things planned put, wad we can do there. it sure is gonna be fun and exciting.

anyway, having my A level chi paper tmr, havent really prepared for it but i think it will be ok. so im not that worried about the paper. just gotta focus more on my oral presentation for tmr and make sure i am fully prepared by tomorrow and ready to take the test by next week.

well nothing much to blog about today. ill just end off here. so yeah, bye ppl.

aLoy

will it be a success

2006-10-31T21:53:00.000+08:00

todays timetable was really boring. had so many free periods, made everyone so sian. but nevermind, at least can sit down and talk cock together. haha.

i went down to Goldenmile to check out some tour agencies with muriel and xuan, well, we mostly confirmed the trip up to Genting already, its just down to yi en on whether he thinks that the price is right. well, the 3 of us felt that the prices were the best that they could have offered, and it is much cheaper than if we booked a room there and just pay for the transport up. aiya, everything is confusing here, it will only be clear when i explain to them. haha. hope all turns out well, and this trip shall be a success. yeah it will be, i have confidence. haha

anyway, on a happier note i banned that pussy who has been spamming my blog, so yeah, he can just go and suck cock. haha.

so yeah, ill end here today, damm shagg now. i go slp liao. haha.

aLoy

dedicated entry to a motherfucker

2006-10-30T20:48:00.000+08:00

hello people!!!u guys are gonna enjoy this entry, why u ask. haha. the reason is that i am sincerly dedicating this entry to this special person. i dont know who he is but he sure has a sense of humour.

this guy has no fucking balls, yeah thats true. maybe when he was born, his mother felt that, "oh my god! what have i done! i gave birth to afucking prick! i have to make this right! ill cut his balls off so that he can be a little coward his whole lifw when he grows up! yeah thats what ill do" so here the mother went to her kitchen and took a knife and chopped his balls off.

this should explain the fact that this guy is such a pussy that he starts insulting me on my blog using my name. wow! im amazed that there is such a pussy living on this planet earth, his mother was being too nice to him, letting him live. she should have just done the world a favour and suffocated him when he was still a little penisless baby. that should be the way, but the mother being kind decided to just chop his balls off and turn him into a coward.

i really hope that this balless guy confronts me, so it will give me a chance to fucking tear his penis off and stuff it in his ass. maybe ill chop off all his fingers too when im at it, and stuff them up his ass so he cant use the keyboard anymore, preventing him from spamming peoples blog.

im guessing that he needs his attention but he isnt getting any cause his momma doesnt love him, but its ok. i forgive u, cause no one loves you. i take pity on you, i really do. ill do anything that i can to help you. ill push u off the tallest building if u want me too. yeah. ill even give u a little brother or sister to play with if u are bored. ill just go fuck ur momma and u can call me papa when im done. those little fuckers will keep u company for the rest of ur life, so you wont feel bored anymore.

everybody emphathizes with you mr. balless anonymous. ill be sure to spread the word about you, on how pathetic u are, hiding behind that little screen of yours in that small little dirty room where the whole world HATES your guts, doing ur stupid small little acts, behaving like a retard when im sure that u are not one. so come on, act ur age and stop ur pathetic nonsense.

ok, some of you friends out there could be wondering why i didnt call him a motherfucker, he cant be one cause he has no balls. yeah thats right, but it might grow back if he puts his real name down. but seeing his actions, i think he has no balls to do it, seeing what kinda person u are, u must have no friends to do something like this.

ok ill end here.cya. hope u enjoyed reading this entry.

U MUST BE FUMING NOW WHEN U GET TO THE END OF THIS ENTRY AND MUST BE HOPING THAT I WILL REMOVE MY BLOG BECAUSE OF YOUR INSULTS, BUT SON, U GOT IT WRONG IM AFRAID!!! :(

aLoy

Lastly, i have a final confession to make. you are actually my bastard son cause i fucked ur mum. HAHAHA!!!

the guardian

2006-10-29T00:57:00.000+08:00

today hardcore tired, went out early in the afternoon till night. den watched the man u match before coming online to blog.

i went out with yi en, muriel, xuan hong and adel to upper thompson prata house for lunch. and guess wad we ate. PRATA!!! yesh!! so clever of u all to know the answer. oh i see, u inferred it from the shop we went, the prata house. like duh right, some of u might be thinking. but hey, who cares, i just felt like being lame now.

ok wnough of that shit, went down there to eat their very the famous prata. if u asked me if it was good, ill say it was ok. not bad actually. their curry was fantastic. after lunch, i went down with the rest to J8 for a movie and talk cock session. yeah, it was good, too bad adel didnt join us. so yeah. we went too watch the show The Guardian. the story was damm good, i was almost moved to tears, i said almost. haha. ok maybe not. but hey, this is a show which i strongly recommend you guys to go and watch it. u wont regret it. haha.

after all that, we went our seperate ways at around 8. i went down to attend my cuz 14th bdae party at her place. there were like heaps of food left when i went, and i reached ard 8 20 and the party started ar 5:30. i was shocked. haha. but yeah, i still ate some. anyway, HAPPY BDAE GOLDIE!!!! haha, didnt really get to wish u just now, so here it is. haha.

ok, im thinking of going on a trip with my frenz to malaysia for a short break, but we cant seem to make up our mind. will it be GENTING, KL or where?? hmm. i know that the trip is confirmed, but we really need to confirm the place soon. so i can get arrangements done. haiz. how, need some advice and help here and i need one more person to come along as well. damm.
so confused, i wanna get this settled soon. haiz. but nvr mind, the planning process makes it all the more interesting. haha.

ok la. i ver tired liao. i go and slp now. so ill just end here. gd nite and take care guys.

aLoy

i like the feelin now, so relax....super shiok....haha...EXAMs stinks....enjoy the holidys!!!

back frm malaysia

2006-10-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!!im back from malaysia.haha. suppose to come back later but thanks to the rain, im back earlier and i have nothing to do now. all my friends have found activities and i have none, damm.

well, it was fun today. went down to JB for a round of golf with my family and than went to have seafood for dinner. wa i tell u ar, while we were playing golf today, the flight behind me was like rushing for time, caused me to lose one golf ball, shit. that bunmch of mother fuckers, hope they have a bad game.

after that, went down to geylang patah. shiok hardcore. had so much food. haha. had sharkfin, steam crab, butter crab, butter prawns, vege and many more. haha. eat until wanna die already. haha. but there was this dish that tasted like cold satay, u know what it was. wild boar meat. i dun think ill be having anymore of that for a while, really tasted like crap. haha.

ok la. all in all everything was fun, so yeah, it was ok, just that we came back to early. haha. ill end here for now. nth much to write abt anyway. so take care and byebye.

aLoy

aLoy rulz..sch sucks!!yay!!!

2006-10-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

well, i was talking to one of my friends on msn just now. apparently she is feeling fucked up over some school issues. but lemme say this, as a matter of a fact, the school seriously sucks and should just burn. the system in the school really sucks. they always blbber about democracy and how we are old enough to choose he things that good for ourselves and we should do it. i emphasize on the word choose because its BULLSHIT. yeah!! im like so fucking serious man. its bullshit. we dont get to choose the things we want, they choose it for us. yeah they do let us choose, but they impose so much fucking restrictions on us such that at the end of the day, we have no choice to go back and do the things that they asked us to.

ok. lemme give u guys one good example. the chinese seeds publication shit. if some of u reading this dunno what this fuckshit is, its some kinda publication crap that the school wants us to help them with. u see the word help, it should be based on voluntarily work, but hell no!!in my school, help = force or must. so this cheap shit kinda acts really pisses me off. i hate being forced to do things that i dont like. especially something so fucking uninteresting. the mother fucking teacher asked us to give her some ideas right, but she fucking dont accept what we give her. so she might as well just do the whole fucking thing by herslf. im sure as hell glad that this shit is over, i dont have to see her fucking face anymore. YAY!!!

i just dont understand why some of the teachers there are so fucked up. they have like no fucking life, all they do is force us poor students to do their dirty work while they just sit their asses there and talk. they just open and close their mouth only. like a fucking goldfish. i wonder whos the smartass who came up with the fucking timetable as well. i really gotta say thank you you mother fucker. u are just so damm intellectual, u really put alot of effort into planning the timetable. we all wanna thank u for such a heavy packed schedule just after the PROMOs, we really appreciate it. you take up all of our spare time and really put it to good use. thank u. really, thank u. u take up all our time and leave just enough of it for us to slp and eat. u are just so brilliant, so much smarter than my dog, ok just a teeny weeny bit smarter thats all.

i just dun understand why the school is made up of so many fuckers. i just dun understand. and to those who are reading my blog now, dun try to be smart with me by taking the word fuckers literally. i meant it figuratively. so yeah, anyone know why there are just so many fucktard lying around my school? huh? what....what did u say...oh i see why now...they were just born that way...haha..thanks thanks...

so i come to my final conclusion that this school which i currently am in, totally need a toatal revamp, i think they should just get my sec scho principal to just some over for a week and turn the place right. cause the school is like so wrong now. damm. im not joking. im sure that all those who are in my school will agree with me.

ok enough about the fucktard school. ill go on on to something more intertesting ok may be not. haha. life at school after my PROMOs is like really screwed up, its always OP OP!! nothing else except this shit. why why?? why JC like so no life, always screw upmy plans. suppose to go out with justice and some other friends but because of the fucking time table make me have to alter my plans, what a cheebye la. fucking Ahole. haiz.

nvm, ill organise another outing for 4F2005. thank shiok. haha. this time we go bugis and siao. haha. ok la. ill stop here. gotta go pack for tmr. haha. cya ppl.

aLoy

just take things easy and have fun!!! and im bringing sexyback..haha

what a wonderfuck day

2006-10-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

today is the day, october 24th, i call it the wonderfuck day. this can be a special occasion for me as this word shall be used whenever i am experiencing what i feel now. its like joy and pain at the same time.

why did i come up with the word wonderfuck. ahh. the reason behind this is this, i was actually feeling happy and joyful, having fun with my cousins today. went down to wheelock for jap food and had ice cream, den went to warch THE PRESTIGE. i went home afterwards and had a row with my mum and my day went from fantastic to fucktastic. so this is why i came up with wonderfuck. its when u are feeling great one moment and the another like shit. so this is when u can use this word wonderfuck.

i dun really understand why she is so pissed, and how did the issue get so bad suddenly. one moment she was fine, the next, man!she changed. i really dont know wad is going on. how how how!!!! i know what i said over the phone, im just so sure of it. theres is no mistake abt it. even if there was, i feel that its such a small thing, why do we have to make things so unhappy. i nvr like to be this kinda situations. its just so not nice, feels really bad and weird.

sometimes, i just want to runaway from my life. escape, far far away where there are no problems and life will be carefree and relax. where can i find such a place? Does this place even exist? that is the real question. maybe someone should just come up with a brain washing drug. yeah that can be another solution. just let the person take it and he will forget everything. life will start afresh and all our problems will be gone. just forget about every single thing. complete wipeout, just leave the mind in a blank state.

i am really tired now. im gonna go and rest now. now is the time for me to ponder abt my thoughts and life. so ppl. cya.

aLoy

fun fun fun!!!

2006-10-23T20:03:00.000+08:00

wa today hor very the slack, in sch only have two lessons, GP and chinese. i am damm happy today. i did well for my chinese paper, although it is not counted in my PROMOs criteria, but its good that i managed to achieve smth that is way beyond my expectations. i thought that my chinese compo was kinda lame, but wadya know, i scored a whopping 47. this really helped to lighten my mood abt the PROMOs, im now in a full throttle playing mood. so anyone who wants to go out and play or chiong, remember to call me. haha. i hope i do as well for my other papers as this one, well it might just be wishful thinking on my part, but hey, u never know wad will be the final outcome. haha.

i went down to Gardens again with yi en, eddie, YP and XH. more was suppose to come along, but, either they didnt reply my message or last min cannot make it. but its ok, i will organise another one soon. haha. den this time all must come. haha. wa i tell u, that night shiok, went to happy daez cafe with them after dinner. we had kam jia zui, bbq sotong, gong gong, chai dao queh, gong gong, vegetable, roti john i think and thats all. shiok sia. eat so much. haha. after all that went down to the cafe and had some drinks, and we watched wigan kick man city ass. haha.

fun fun fun!!!i also keep on going to vivo city as it is near my hse. haha. there also nt bad. have alot of things to look at and eat. the food republic also very shiok, especially the claypot laksa, bbq chicken wings, ice kachang, carrot cake and hokkien mee. still have so many things i havent eat there yet. must go back and eat again. haha. the ah kun fish cake is also another die die must try one. haha. although the queue very long but i dun mind. haha.

the candy empire there also very good, although they never sell my favourite item, beef jerkey, but the candy's there are fantastic. must buy the German sweets, better than the australia ones. haha. especially the one cover with coconut and has this really crispy biscuit and rich filling sweet. its HARDCORE i tell u!! another one is the mars ball, yeah. they look like ferrera roches but its like a round black covered ball with the word mars on it. absolutely fantastica. haha. the willy wonka's stuff are also good. haha. so many things to buy there. damm shiok.

im having one of my cousins over at my hse for like the whole week. they have been occupying my desktop so im left with my lappy. sian. but its ok, they are good company. cant wait for tmr as well, going to orchard to slack again. shiok. i feel like catching a movie tmr, hmm, i wonder whos free. maybe ill try calling some ppl tmr in the afternoon and see if they are interested. so many nice shows to watch too. haha. The prestige, deathnote, DOA and many more. haha. maybe ill go on a movie marathon tmr or some other day. haha.

ok, ill stop here for now. might blog again later in the night. haha. so cya ppl. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS ONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aLoy

Its Over!!

2006-10-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

Its finally over!!!yeah!!!YAY YAY!!!! the freaking Promos is over, no more stress. the really big boulder on my shoulder is finally gone. i feel light and free. i finally am able to do the things that i want, play, eat, go out and just slack. this feeling is really great.

although im not really sure how well i'll do for this PROMOs, but i dun really care anymore. its over, theres no point into really thinking about it. so ppl, friends, stop brooding over it and its time to have fun. haha. yeah!! its party time. wheres that class chalet dylly said he was organising, when will it be?? anyone knows? haha. cant wait for it.

ok, i was suppose to blog yesterday night but i was suddenly down with a really bad sore throat, couldnt even talk and had to go to the doctors for a jab just to get better. i think i could have cooked a steak on my throat just by putting it on my neck. and u will be able to hear the sizzling sound. so, how would u like ur steak cooked? medium? medium well? or well done?

im gonna go out with my friends to serangoon gardens again tmr, yay, good food and nice place it is. just gonna go there and slack. chit chat and coffee it will be i think. and maybe some seafood before all of that, its gonna be great. haha. cant wait. im all so excited now. haha

today has been a good day, no mother fuckers out there to piss me off. apart from some disguting ppl that keeps on burping when she was on the train, like was the fucking hell man, how can u possibly burp non-stop for like twenty fucking shit ass minutes. wad the hell is wrong with her bloody digestive system huh. anyone knows. luckily she didnt say excuse me whenever she burped or i would have slapped her in the face. weird huh. but its actually nothing much really, if u think about it in another way which im sure some weirdos will, its actually quite intriguing isnt it.

anyway, my throat has gotten slightly or actually really better already, so im all ready to devour all those good food tomorrow. haha. kam jia zui, here i come. in case u guys dun know wad that is its sugarcane water or is it juice?? haha. anyway, somewhere along those lines.

so ill just stop here and ill blog again tmr night i think. so goodnight and take care guys!!

CELEBRATION TIME!!!

aLoy

finally

2006-10-19T00:09:00.000+08:00

wooo!!finally! i was trying to get some muthafucking acces to this webby like the whole night. i tried and tried, but it couldnt work till now. wonder what happened, hmm...maybe some sort of internal network or upgrading shit. yeah. that has gotta be it. no other explanation for it. yup.(if u couldnt tell by reading, this is sarcasm..duh)

yeah. fuck u if u think u have a problem with the way i am writing my post. just screw off. yeah. go fuck urself. go and have the time of ur life, since no one wants u. you can try the whole night trying to fit that pathetic small penis of urs up ur ass, it would be a fucking miracle if u can do it. ill take my hat of u and call u a freak if u are able to do it.

ok. i know. this is just some fucked up entry right, but this is the place where i let out all the pent up frustrations inside of me. so enjoy. i am not having the time of my life now if u really want to know. really worried about how well ill do for this PROMOs, whether ill promote or freaking retain. retain..hmm..it will be the biggest set back for me, it will screw up my plans for the future. but hey, im suppose to look at it on a brighter side right, take it as a foundation year to familiarize myself with the subjects and work harder nxr yr. HELL NO!! thats not what i want, that aint no fucking bright side, the only bright side of things will be that i get promoted to JC2. yeah, that will be it.

i too have no idea what the hell is wrong with this fucked up school of mine, apparently, after PROMOs it should be a holiday for everyone till the stupid oral presentation for PW and the damm chinese paper. but noooo, it isnt, lessons as per normal. fucking assholes. why is it that life is beginning to not look so promising and good ahead. would it be better if i was in poly? or would it be the same and i would still have this kinda feeling.

yeah, maybe it would be a better place there, cause of the friends i know and the way we did things. it was so relaxed and fun. we enjoyed and played to our fullest. but would it actually be good for me? ill never know will i. if only there was such a thing as a time machine,i would than be able to go back in time and experience it and maybe alter a few other things in life. how nice would that be yeah. but thats just wishful thinking on my part, just a dream that i have.

tomorrow is the maths paper, i really am not confident about it. hell, i was never a maths persons from primary school till secondary school. how the hell did i even score a B4 for maths during my Os still remains much of a mystery to me. formulas, what are they really. the teach keeps on saying, u have ti know the concept and apply it correctly. u know how to do this just read the question. u think that we are so dumb as to not read the question before consulting u. what? u think we are dumb, maths is something that u u dun understand the fundamentals of it, u will not be able to undetstand the rest of it. stupid bugger, think u know everything about us. fucker. prick. pig.

yeah. this is gonna be a really long entry, and u cant do shit about it. i finish my papers by friday, thats a relieve, just two more days or should i say one as my paper is like in another 6 hours. my pals and i will be heading to serangoon gardens where we will de stress and just NUA. talk about our bleak future. oh yeah, there it is, its fucking becoming blurrish. come on get back in focus, oh yeah. maybe we just de toured. hmm. where are we. really. can someone tell me. anyone. no? ok. ill look for myself.

anyway, really looking forward to the weekends, thats the time where we will enjoy and be FREE!! till we get depressed again, yes again, when school reopens. so this is it ppl. im just gonna go to bed know and stop here. ill continue my nonsense again tmr night. so yeah. take care ppl and bye.

aLoy

gd to know that i have gd friends out there. u know who u are, so yeah, nt gonna name..too lazy, cause thers to many. gd luck and work hard.

retain??

2006-10-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

wow!i had my first promotional paper today. it was Econs. hmm. i wonder how well ill do? i really studied hard for this exam, damm i cant afford to fail. the after effects of me failing will be disastrous. first my mum will kill me, than she will kill me again. haha. yeah. that might just be the case.

i really dont understand how the fuck i ended up in fucking JC. hmm. why did i do that? this was the question that i have been i asking myself all this time. would i be better off in poly, taking the course that i liked and having fun with my friends? well there is very little that i can do about it now anyway, i have to do is finish up this race. i hope i win. i dont wanna lose and get retained. i want the first prize. the chance to be promoted to JC2. hmm. is it really that hard? helll yeah! based on the fucked up JC record, it has always been the custom or so called tradition for the school to retain almost half the level of the students. shit. dont really know wad the fuck is the school thinking.

anyway, enough of this. i had a talked with one of my friends in sch this evening of retaining. hmm. the talked sort of made me think alot about things and make me feel really emo. the next paper tomorrow is history and hell! we are all having difficulties with it. i hope that luck will be on myside tmr and allow me to complete all the questions with ease and ill remember everything that i have studied so far.

just another 4 more days and its all over, its like a do or die kinda thing. hmm. really have no choice. i really do not want this fucked up bad dreamof retaining to happen. shit. i dont know wad wil happen to me if it happens. ill have so many things on my mind, should i go poly instead or remain in the fucked up place which i...ARRRRR!!!!!!! confused. dont wanna think abt it anymore.

i just want saturday to come soon. so we can all go and celebrate and enjoy the last moments that we have before the results come back. shit. ok. this is just so stressful and i dont know. no words to describe wad i am feeling now.

WHY! TELL ME WHY!!

i dont seem to be getting the answers that i want, really where are u? emotions running wild...goodbye ppl. i gotta get back to studying. i feel much better now after letting it all out.

aLoy

gd luck ppl. hope u all do well.

2006-10-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

i am really having a really bad month. hope everything will go well for everyone. wadever wishes they wish for it will come true.

i know that promos is on everyone's mind at the moment. everyone hopes to promote. doing everything that u can now. carry on the hard work. its the last dash. one more week. and we are all free, jusr do ur best and dun care about the outcome cause u know that u have given it ur best.

after the promos, lets have a BBQ or smth as a class. celebrate and drink and just party the nigght away. cause we know that we have gave it our everything and no regrets afterwards.
this is the time to get over the emo period, forget abt everything else.

well. all i wanna say today is best of luck everyone. continue ur hardwork and give it ur best.
feeling stressed or anything, just take a short break. everyone needs it. so yeah. gd luck ppl.

aLoy

2006-10-07T09:38:00.000+08:00

arh.i having a serious case of diarohhea.dun know what i ate. crap. in pain now. gonna go to the docs now, really feel like crap.

just to update on a few things, just finished my GP and chinese paper the other day, well hope all goes well. i dont wanna get retained. i wanna pass and promote. i really need some blessings now. gimme luck and all sorts of power to be able to do well and pass. come give it to me. all of us need it. especiallt at a point like this. damm. PROMO coming in like 7 or 8 days more. really need to do well and continue to mugg.

oh well. ill just stop here. update again after i get back frm the docs. cya

aLoy

2006-09-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

damm. i thought i lost my bankbk. really scary. needed to make some transfers now, but i couldnt find it. luckily, it was in my mum's drawer or else im screwed. haha.

going out tmr for dinner and movie with cuzins, not really sure where i should go. hmm, was tinking of shenton way or somerset. maybe billy bombers? or japanese BBQ. cant seem to really make up my mind.

having a really slacked day today. accomplished majority of my work, so yeah, i decided to take a break. im just left with one history essay and 2 CLL essay. yea, thats abt it.

having a really bad hair day this month, cant wait for it to grow back into my lustrous black soft and silky hair. haha. just fucking around. nah. just back to the normal length. feel really uncomfortable with this hair now. haha. but no choice. sian.

i took early leave from school yesterday, was having a terrible headache. couldnt think, couldnt really concentrate on anything. took this opportunity to rest and orgainize all my stuffs. categorized all my studying subjects into different folders etc. spent quite a while just to sort it out.

had a talk with one of my friend, C. was saying that if we managed to get promoted to J2, maybe we will transfer to JJC. haha. anyway, that place is nearer to my hse compared to fucked up YJC, so freaking far, facilities also like crap. haiz. but thankfully, the people there are fun. made good friends. yeah, there might be the occasional quarrels and so on, but hey, after a while, its all behind us. haha. yeah.

anyway, 4F'05. remember the chalet that i told u guys abt, matthew is orgainising one in december, so what do ya guys think, November or December? lemme know soon. gimme a call or msg me. thanks. its fucking gonna be fun. just partying. all the kind of craziest stuff that we can do. haha.*cheeky smile*

so ill just end here, cya ppl.
118!!!continue to study ur asses off. perservere(sounds familiar eh:)).

aLoy

sick...

2006-09-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

arh.im not feeling well today, had to take early leave from school because of a headache. but dun think that i rested, i have so much things to complete within such a short time. not sure if im able to do it. haiz. but ill try my best.

nth much to blog abt lately, it has all been studying studying studying for me. no time to do stuff, hopefully will have some spare time during the weekend, PROMOs coming in like two weeks++ time and having my GP test nxt week. damm, im stressed.

ok, ill just stop here. hopefully everything turns out well. cya.

aLoy

just another day

2006-09-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

today really sucked for me. i just dont know why. i know my PROMOs is coming soon. but i just dun seem to have the mood to study. i have been feeling really screwed up lately. i dont wanna count the percentage i need to get in order to get promoted. i dont wanna see the results. why is life so fucked up, why cant it be perfect? or just be nice. like a good day everyday. no bad shit happening. no fucking exams. haiz. i think if this shit carries on, im gonna go into depression and might need counselling. fuck. i hate it.

we all have dreams. i wanna start my own company. i wanna make big $$$. i dont wanna live life suffering in future, such that we have to worry about stuffs. that we wont have enuff cash to do the things we want, go into dept or such shit. hell no. i dont want this to happen. live life in comfort, do the things i want. shit. why is it so stressful here.

hell. this aint gonna be a dream. ill realise it. its gonna happen. haha. yeah i know. ambitious, some of u might say. but who cares. we need ambitions. we need something to work for. so that life wont be meaningless.

but really what is life? is it but a dream? what is it? why must there be hardship? why must there be sadness? why must there be pain? somebody, tell me why.

something happened recently which made me really pissed off, well, not really pissed, but just upset. i dont know why it happened. was it a right choice? i bet that there is sure gonna be conflicts in the future because of this. but what can we say. nothing. the only thing that we can do is just sulk. what use is that. no fucking use i say.

went out for dinner wif my cuz and lets say 1/4 of the whole family. had some zhi ca ay yishun. was really cheap. cost about $63, and we had like 5 huge portions of dishes, inclusive of prawns and other stuff. it was sort of a small welcome back dinner for my cuz who just got back form Aussie.

got fucking nth else to say anymore, i just fucking hope that i wont retain or ill be really fucked up. hell. i might even consider going to poly because of this shit. the stress and workload is killing me. ok ppl. cya.

aLoy

continue mugging ur asses off for PROMOs than we go party afterwards ppl.

feelings

2006-09-23T16:25:00.000+08:00

well.i havent been blogging lately, the reason behind this is that i am feeling like fuck. there are many reasons as to why i am feeling like this, and i cant be bothered to say it all here. no apparent reason whatsoever. hell, just got back from a PW meeting frm sch, was a little pissed about some issues lately regarding PW, but im ok now. just forget it. shit happens when we least expect it to do so. so yeah. just fuck it. put it behind us.

ok. so here i am. sitting in front of my com or lappy. just typing away. i really dont have anything to type about anyway. well just to let the world know. my cuzin just got back frm Australia. he will be leaving in two weeks. so yea. ill have to take this opportunity and get as much help as i can before PROMOs and some PW work. haha. yi en, if u are reading this now. i bet u will say. no integrity.haha. but i dun care la. i allow u to ask ur bro for help. haha. ya i know. fucking fucked up entry. dont make no sense. but who the fuck seriously gives a shit. haha

im also gald that the fucking seeds publication shit is also finally over. i hope they dun bother me with shit anymore. they should all just fuck off and find somebody else to do their shitty work.haha. ok. enough about those mother fuckers. haha.

ok. i have nothing else to blog about anyway. so ill just end here. cya. CONTINUE TO MUG LIKE DOGS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!

aLoy

day after backstage

2006-09-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

about this entry. i don know what to say. its gonna be a long one. i have so may things i want to say. i think there is an even number of bad and good things. where can i start? what should i talk about?

haiz. ill start with yesterday. during GP, something shitty happened. one of my frenz, while accessing my blog, accidentally showed it to the teacher, or not showed, the teach walked behind him and sort of got a really long glimpse of it. well, that really freaked me out. dont want a fairfield IT to happen to me. haiz. but i wont take down any of my post. cause its my blog. well, im not blaming u guys. cause i know that u didnt do it on purpose, so no hard feelings man.

ok enuff abt that. i was the backstage crew for the finals of the chinese K pop singing competition. one of my classmates managed to make it the finals. FELICIA=IDOL. haha. well, almost everything went smoothly on that day. felicia managed to clinch the second place. well, good job for her. although i felt that she should be getting first.yeah. i know, i am a little bias, but who cares, i still think the referee kelong.haha. did backstage with ZH, YM,eddie,helen,shannon and a few more frenz, forgive me if i left out ur names. had a really fun time. get to watch free concert and crap at the same time.haha.

all went really well. but. there was a little confict between my frenz. just the two of them. it is really just a small issue man, we are frenz, why do we need to quarrel about this? come on, lets just forget it. its over already. i know that its hard on u having to move stuff, but hey, u should also think about it in her perspective, do u really think that she chose to be the leader? hell no man. she didnt. she tried to ask for a change, but the teach says no. so what do u expect her to do. even the instructions on that day wasnt really clear. it was like the management fault. so lets just forget about it man. im not siding anyone or anything, although it does soung a little like i am. but i am just stating facts. ok. fine. maybe u are right. she should have went out with us on stage, as she is the leader. but she too doesnt know what to do. u can see the situation behind, so chaotic man. i feel that u shouldnt have raised ur voice so loudly at her, yes, u maybe right, but u should know that she is girl, so why embarrass her. somemore there were so many ppl. yeah, i know u feel embarrass too, but its like a very very brief moment that we were on stage, who the hell will remember us. the audience dont give a shit what we do, they dont care about us, they only care about the final results. so here u have it. i speak my mind. even if u were to ask me about this entry. ill still say the samething. both of u were wrong in ur areas. we are still frenzs afterall, this is like a small fuck issue, why blow it up. i say lets just fuck it and forget about it.

all that unhapy stuff over. i got back my chinese results yesterday too. goodnews is that i passed my cha guan but failed in my poem. shit. spotted the correct poem but got zero. how the fuck is that possible. shit. so yeah. overall, i failed. but on a happier note, i passed my history test. finally. passed. scored 15 out of 25, yeah. although it isnt really good, but ill work on it.haha. hope all u guys get fucking good marks too.hahaha.time to celebrate. oh yeah, and ill start my mugging on chinese too.haha.cannot neglect that as well.haha.

ok.about today, nth really specual happened. just caught up on sleep. and than went to sch again at 2. but before that, met eddie for lunch at KFC.haha. went for tutorial. realy learned alot this time. understood the fundamentals on answering the AQ and summary questions.haha.

went to play bball afterwards. played with XH,YC,YP and eddie. haha. had a game of HORSE. played for like half an hour, until it was down to just me and eddie, both of us had the same amt of alphabets, just down to the last one. who will win. who. haha. eddie. haha.not me. lost a cup of bubble tea. haha. but it was fun.so long didnt play bball like that already. so fun. should have more of these sessions.haha.

ok la. ill just stop here. wrote all that i wanted to write about. so ill end here. cya ppl. continue to mug like dogs for PROMO.haha.

aLoy

one day of break?

2006-09-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

just had a test today. dont know if i am lucky or wad, but i just sort of managed to guess the correct topic for the day. i just hope that this guessing gets me a pass.haha.

ok. enough about that. today wasnt that bad. just that didnt felt like going for maths class after the test. was really tired and shagged. couldnt really think much and mr W, was such a pain in everyone's ass. dont know whats up with him. really weird guy. he can be funny and joking with u one minute, and the next, he goes all serious. wads up with him. because of his screwed up way of doing and handling things, everyone just cant help it but dislike him. he always thinks that we know wads going on in class, and expects that everyone understands the way he teaches. he goes around insulting us without knowing that he did. how dumb can a person be. just by the look on our face, u can tell that we are pissed. but nooo. he have to go on about it. cant help it that he makes me think what an idiot he is. well, he might be intellectually smart, but his EQ, no comments. i know i am "bad" by talking about a teacher like that. but hey. who doesnt right. everone does once in a while, mine might be like a long or quick while, but hey, its still a while. haha. dont know what to say about him, it just makes me feel...i dunno. what am i suppose to feel? haha.

during lunch time, the stupidest thing happened. u see. here is how it goes. i bought my food and brought it back to the table. i sat it down and took a seat myself. just than, my friend came back, and asked me to go get a drink. so i went. but when i came back. guess what i saw. a BIRD!!!!A FREAKING BIRD PECKING AWAY AT MY LUNCH!!! damm. how unlucky could i get. i chased it away and continued eating. haha. yeah. thats wad i did. haha. but after like 3 minutes. it sort of got to me that it was unhygienic. haha. dunno wad the bird put its beak into. haha. so i threw my food away and got a new one. haha. really dumb. haha.

after that. it was back to lessons. ended around 5:45 today. really shagged. still have some work left to do though. i better go do it later. ill go take a break first. catch some shut eye. wake up later and continue again. ok guys take care.

aLoy

CHIOLNG SUA LIAO!!!!STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!WORK HARD PEOPLE!!!!!HAVE FAITH!!!!

day 2 of shit

2006-09-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

well. all i can say that it was a busy day today. had so much things to complete. i have a test tomorrow. and i havent finish studying for it yet. have this really bad feeling that i will fail it. i dont want. i have been passing. i dont want this in my record. i wanna get promoted to year two with all my friends. haiz. what can i do now??? just study lor. study until backside bleed. sian. haiz. but no fucking choice. haiz.

i know that all u guys are facing the same problem too. well. some of u might be having it worst. its just so retarded. i know. whining doesnt help. but it helps to release the tension thats build up inside u. it really feels very good when u let it all out. just find a place where we can just pen our thoughts down. anything we want to write about. random stuff and theres no one to correct us. yeah. this feeling is good. haha.

today went for my seeds publication thingy. could tell that YM was really stressed up becasue of this. there are some people who still doesnt help out. hey! i know that i dont do alot. but what the fuck man. i did somethings, how about u guys. u better help. cause it aint fucking fair. haiz. i know. who the hell reads the zhong zi thingy anyway. its practically a waste of time.

ok. i wanna hear some opinions. u see. its like this. the sch pays money to this publicating or publication company. who cares. anyway. since they have already hired their services, shouldnt they just do it for us. why do they need us to do it anyway. oh i know. they want students to take ownership of their things. but hey. whenever we have ideas or suggestions, u but ur ass in it and say NO. so u call that students ownership. bollocks man. bollocks. if u think ur so clever, why dont u do it urself. u think we have alot of time ar. i say fuck u la. where got. this is the period where we need to focus on our promos and PW stuffs. where got time for seed publication, so stupid. who reads it anyway. the sch everytime force ppl to buy one. no democracy. haiz.

cannot believe what i heard today man. u want artistic material for the cover page. u do it urself la. the principal cannot tahan our work. ask her do it herself la. she also got nth better to do. everytime sit around or just walk ard the sch like dog like tt. haiz. no brainer sia. like what the hell. think drawing is easy ar. sometimes its u hv it, u hv it. and if u dont. u dont. so it cant be helped one. not like we never try like tt.

now i am feeling like crap. im like so lost now la. dun know what to do. what shld i do. study i know. but i dunno where to start. where sia. where. omg. nooooooooooooooo.

haiz. this is really gonna be a crazy shit ass month. it'll just be about studying and studying. nth else. haiz.

so ppl. WORK HARD!!!!!WE ALL PROMOTE TOGETHER!!! NOW WE CHIONG SUA LIAO!!!NO HOLDING BACK!!! haha. yeah. this is what we can do.

haiz. just screw the seed publication shit. i bet if my friends were in my sch. they would say" seeds publication? i dunno. my seed u want anot? haha" ok la. lame i know. but its my blog.haha.so ya. ill stop here. ill just go rest and get up ard 12 again to finish up all the wrk. haiz.
byebye

aLoy

holidays over

2006-09-11T22:21:00.000+08:00

the holidays are finally over. well if u could count that as holidays. yeah. it really sucked.

had this mood suddenly to blog about certain things. like the fact that it was really dumb for me to go for the ushering duty on sat. it really was dumb. they dont need ushers at the mrt station. the majority who are coming are most likely to be ex YJCians. so come on, what makes u think that they need help in going back to their old school. we were also situated at the dumbest places. they placed us on the furthest routes to the school. what the hell. u think if there is a short cut for them, they will come our way ar. what the hell man. use some brains. well as much as u can, knowing u.

realised what a internet whore i have been lately. the moment i step into my room, which i spend most of my time anyway, apart from the kitchen, i will definitely turn on the internet. haiz. cant get rid of this habit. i dont know why, but i cant seem to log in to my msn messenger. i need to get in so that i can send my work out. damm. of all the times it had to break down, it had to be today. damm it.

here i am trying my utmost best to be as polite and civilised in my entries. abstaining from vulgarities. had to do so much editing. haiz. trying to change this bad thing.

have so much work to do. have to edit and entire section of my WR, send out my hist assignment and study chinese. there is also maths. haiz.

just got back my report card today. felt that i did better than my previous term. at least i havent been failing any of tests apart from GP. hell. i am working on it.

it seems like the amount of vulgarities i use nowadays have been increasing. i didnt use so much when was in sec sch. i think its because of the stress and the times when i feel like crap. i hate those times. i cant seem to get anything done. haiz.

i dun feel good this week. so forgive me if i am blunt in my replies. just feeling really stressed up. haiz. ill stop here. have too much things to whine about. i better go get some shut eye and try my luck with the msn later. take care and cya.

aLoy

free

2006-09-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

im finally able to slp in and do wad i wanted today. really slacked off am i am feeling good about it. haha. yeah. much more relaxed now. no more fucked up annoying ppl to disturb me now. in the mood to do some wrk now. so ya. ill go do it now. nth much to blog abt anyway. byebye

aLoy

life isnt as easy as u think

2006-09-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

im in one of my fucked up moods again.i keep having this mood more frequently nowadays, and it is only happening when i enetered JC.WTF man!!I really dun like this last minute stuff that the school is giving us now. its creating really alot of problems for me. have so much wrk to do, its never ending. this is really fucked up.

now!during the holidays, the sch have to come up with some motherfucking gala dinner. but if u let me say it, ill call it a cheebye dinner. u know why, cause the sch has got nth better to do, the teachers in charge are all freaking lazy, they expect us,students, to do all their shit for them. u think we are ur slaves, hell no!! luckily, there is a gay but understanding vp. he cancels the fucking ass teachers' plans and give us students a better life.(no offense ms ong and mr tay) ok. lemme continue,why?did they have to take up our free time. the amount of time we get to spend with our family is really little already. now they have to use our time to do some fucking ushering shit. wad. u think that those who are coming have no brains. u need us to bring them to the schoold like dogs.(just an analogy)they have mouths and functional brains. wad the hell man. they definitely know how to read a map and ask for directions. im pretty sure that if they ask, some kid sould will point them in the correct direction. the sch is not that hard to find, afterall, its like a really big looking fugly kinda building and has the name in front of the sch. its really hard to miss. so i dun understand why is there a need for us to do this shit for them. there are cca leaders, councilors and so many working staff. they can be used, why do they need to mobilise such a big group of students.

i tell u. its really stupid. the sch practically takes up all of our time. they might as well justtake back my holidays. right. u think that everyone is willing to stay and help out for this shit. we didnt come voluntartily. we were forced. wad the hell. why is it that those teachers who dun have anything to do can just slack off. the teachers are here longer that the students. they can answer and help in a more effective way. why choose us. even if we help. do we really need to stay on for that long. why stay until so late. for wad. dumbasses. those of us at the carparks. wad do u want us to do. look after their cars like dogs ar. crazy man. really clever of the sch. damm. they shld just put up a list and ask for volunteers, im sure that those hardcore supporters of the sch will help.

ArRRR!!!bitchass!!cant leave us in peace. shit. how do they expect us to study for our promos when they use up like 100% OF OUR HOLIDAYS. when we go back, they will ask, how was ur holidays students?? was it good?? FUCK YOU!!!NO!!!!HOW THE FUCK CAN IT BE GD WHEN U KEEP TAKING UP OUR TIME FOR NONSENSICAL FUCK SHIT!!!! stupid fucktard question. asshole.

ok.i feel much better now. after getting all these pent up frsutrations outta my system. yeah. feel much better. now im gonna go to slp. and im not gonna give a shit about the nxt few days. im just gonna do my stuff. ill think abt going for the gala dinner, ill based it on the numbers. if too little ppl are going, den just fuck it. waste of time. they can go fuck themselves.

aLoy

friend is like tt one

2006-09-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

i finally saw your true colours.i treated you as one my good friends but u had to take advantage of me. u are a fucking asshole.i hate it when someone goes back on their word regarding fucking important issues. hell!!i dun give a shit if u are reading this entry now. fucking cheebye. yeah!!im going all out on a vulgar frenzy right now. we stood up for u when u needed us, u fucking loser, we trusted u asshole. u fucking betrayed it, now the friendship is over jackass, its gonna be fucking crazy now. cause we want an answer, u bastard.

and yea!!!who the fuck is ANON.stop fucking tagging my board without leaving ur pathetic name. i told u abt it u motherfucking asshole. i bet u are the kinda person who one first meets u, one doesnt like u. but when one gets to know u better, one hates u. yeah!!!fucking loser. dare not write ur fucking name down ar. go around fucking spamming my tag board. na bei cheebye. if u are someone i know, hell, i fucking regret knowing u. cause this is not wad friends do to each other. u better not let me know who the fuck u are. just fucking stay away from my blog loser if u really dun like me that much. why go on hiding behind some fucking computer of urs and start insulting me.just come and confront me. why??fucking no balls ar. asshole. if u tell me that u fucking forgot to write ur name when tagging and u meant it as a joke. im cool with that. but dun insult me on my own blog u fucker. I SURE AS HELL MEAN IT BITCH!!!FUCK OFF U RETARDED MOTHERFUCKING PIECE OF SHITBALL!!!! cause if u wanna play this game, u might as well play my game. its called house. u be the fucking door and ill slam it. BITCH!!!!

Next to another "friend"---i dun go around questioning friendship.so dun give me some kinda fucking attitude that i fucking owe u a living. cause i sure as hell dont. i take ur nonsense. i dun hold grudges against u cause i know that u are stressed up already. so dun fucking treat me like its my fault when something goes wrong, dun gimme that face that says u are right i am wrong. cause u know deep down that it isnt true. u push the blame onto me, ok, fine one time two time i can take it. but when the third time comes, dun blame me for being crude, saying that i dun care about ur feelings, what the fuck man. u started it. just because i give in easily doesnt mean that i am a pushover. u better know that. FUCK. just think about it man, fucking think it over. it was never my fault to begin with. if u wanna spoil this friendship thats been built over these years man. go ahead. im game for it. i dont wanna have a friend whose taking advantage of my trust. just go think it over.

this is one fucked up entry. so yeah. this sums it up. just to let ppl know that there are still FUCKTARDS out there. some ppl really isnt worth my time.

aLoy

just random stuffs

2006-09-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

i just wanna start by blogging about last evening. went out with ZH, XH, yi en and muriel to serangoon gardens to chill. we reached around 6. it was really early as muriel could only come at about 8 plus. so we decided to go over to coffee bean or was it starbucks?? couldn't really remember. anyway, we found a place to sit and ordered our cuppa ice blended drinks. i had mocha. wasnt really that good. maybe just didnt have the mood for it. we sat around and had a little emo discussion about people passing away. was really emo talk. felt really sad. i was like WTF!!! isnt this suppose to be a fun outing.
we waited till 7 and couldnt take it any longer. decided to go to a nearby pub and have a drink. it was still happy hour at that time. so yeah. beer was really cheap. sat around and started talking about random stuffs like fear of getting retained and so on. played BIG 2 for a while till we got bored and headed over to chomp chomp to wait for muriel. ordered some reallu huge glass or was it a mug ot jug of sugarcane each. bought some stuff to much one while waiting. finally when she came, we ordered some seafood. yeah. the food was relatively cheap. affordable and good.
might go again soon.haha.really like it there.
after dinner the group of us decided to go and sing some karaoke. i like the song by this dude zhang zhen yue called gan mei mei.haha.yeah.the lyrics is cool. me and yien also managed to change some of the songs lyrics. really enjoyed myself yesterday. damm.it was fun. but im broke now.have to watch my spending these few days.missed the last train home yesterday.fuck.had to take a cab home instead.paid 18 fucking dollars.dont know wad these cab companies are fucking thinking. raise the prices and make us suffer.really cheebyeing act.fuck them.anyway,thats alll about it for yesterday.

today, i went to school at around 9 30 or so. had my chinese lesson and afterwards went over to grandma place to take a break before heading back for a PW discussion with mr sim. i hate PW. really dumb thing. they should just assess us based on out individual levels.screw them.assholes. also found out that i had tons of wrk to do during this period of time.reallly fucking anal.spoiled my holiday mood.dun they fucking know wad the holidays are for. stupid assholes. i also have to attend a meeting in the morning and look at a gaytard give me my briefing.hope he makes it quick. cause he can be really long winded if he wants, fucking prick. taking up my saturday just to do something that doesnt benefit me and my frenz, stupid ass shit. haiz. literally man. this thing can just fuck off. what a freaking waste of time. shit.
ill stop here for tonight.so much fucking things to do yet so little fucking time.haiz.
aLoy
-peace out-

monsterrrrrrrRRRRRRR

2006-09-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

went to watch monster hse just now. haha. wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. the story line was kinda lame but the graphics was good.haha

went to eat country mana for dinner. ordered this really large serving of ribs and chicken. had a beer. some side platters and a bowl of their special house soup. haha.ate so much. lucky have 4 of us, or else sure gone case one.

anyway....all fmss 2005 batch, theres's like gonna be a party at RSYC, drinks and DJ, so ya..if interested...just let ZL know...haha..ya not me...but ZL...haha

ok la..nth to blog abt now...so ya...ill end here...byebye

2006-09-02T23:27:00.000+08:00

holidays are finally here....yeah...but too bad...lack of activities to do...sianz....

i wanna go out on monday....thinking of going serangoon gardens with yi en and Zh. calling a few of my other frenz, but they have not replied yet...hmm....hope they can come...than it will be more fun...haha....heard from aloy of ppl that the place chomp chomp is really good...food is better than NEWTON....haha...dying to go down....but if last minute any changes occur...than i think ill go down and have charchoal bbq....at NOMOTO...haha...so ppl...lemme know soon ya....msg me or smth....

nxt fri and sat is burned...shit...stupid CIP thingy....why must use up our holidays...why????what are the councilors for man...why use us...not them...they are our "leaders" haiz...no offense dylon....haha...seriously...hate it when the sch uses out rest time for nonsensical stuff that doesnt involve us any onebit.....really "clever" of them...haiz...but no choice...haiz...sianz......

so boring now...nth to do...just going ard messing with ppl....haha...trying to kill my boredom...haha...
sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......................ill end here....byebye

aLoy

frenz

2006-09-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

haiz. frenz, its not that we dun treat u like u exist, we know that u are there, i thought as friends we should talk about things...dun keep it inside u....its not good... we sometimes unintentionaly do things that might hurt u, we do not know it....but the moment we found out about it...we are sorry about it...

dun ignore us...dun think that just because of our unintentional hurt we gave u...means that we do not care about you...NOOOO...this is not the case...we care...we really do...i know that its is hard to listen to us now....but i hope that once u feel much better...u will give us a chance...dun hold any grudges against us please....cause as a friend...i really am concern about u...dun think that it is pity that im giving u...its not...

i dunpity ppl....its not my kinda style...when i am concern about u...i truly am...dun think any other way...

frenz...trust me... we do not intentionally hurt anyone of u....even if we really do...its unintentional...so here i am saying sorry to u....cheer up pls...give us a chance...i treat all my friendships very importantly...

know that u can always talk to me when ur feelin down...dun keep it to urself.....
aLoy

moOdSwiNgs

2006-08-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

haiz!hv so many things to do today. first i have the WR, next the hist, and lastly econs......no mood to blog anyway....blog again tmr...byebye

2006-08-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

haha...finally....holidays are coming nxt week....yeah!!!!rest time....haha....just need to get over this week first....clear the tests and do them well...haha....lots of econs wrk to clear as well...better start working on them tonite...

anyway....wasnt such a bad day today....supposed to go to malaysia with family but couldnt cause passport expire.....arhhhh!!! haha...and even if i could go...i could not...have other commitments like doing PW....haha....dun even know why i am whining...haha....was late for PW today....met up with YM..adel and rekHa at woodlands regional library at the cafe....manged to get our proposal and ideas formulated...accomplished quite a significant amount today...so yeah...not that bad...have to hand up the written report by this week...so better start bucking up...ill try to clear as much as i can by tmr....haiz...no choice....

after the meeting...went for lunch with adel and ZH...had pasta mania...talked some crap and went home after that....and my day has been like mugging the whole time since ireached home...was to lazy to go out and buy dinner..so i ordered macs...so convienient but fattening...haha...sound like girl i know...haha...

nth to blog abt anyway...so ill end off here...

put trust and faith in frienship...having these would make it better...no matter what a friend does...its ok...let it go after a while...no hard feelings...................................

hmm.......

2006-08-27T00:05:00.000+08:00

hmm...wads going on??why is everyone suddenly so emo??why??it seems like its happening to everyone of my friends...why are they begining to question friendship...does it really matter?? i always thought that as a friend...we should standby one another regardless of wad is happening...we shouldnt bear grudges against one another for so long...if we dun like something that our friend is doing...we should just tell it to them...dun keep it inside...ull spoil the friendship eventually because of the many doubts that u will have...

i always believe in this...come on...the moment i feel that u are my friend...u are...i wont hold grudges against u...even if we quarrel....a word sorry should close the matter up...dun hold on to something that has already pass...its not worth losing a friend over such a small issue...

we cannot define friendship....its all based on gut feelings....if we are friends and u are facing some kinda problem or difficulty...we can always talk abt it...dun keep it inside u...why act happy when one is actually not??its not worth it....there are definitely friends around u who will listen to u....dun feel sorry for urself or think that u might have done wrong....it might not be ur fault...if ur so called friend decides to ruin the friendship created over the years over a petty or minor issue....den its not worth it...he or she is not ur friend than...cause the understanding of each other is lacking...

im feeling really emo now....never like to question friendship....its all based on mutal trust with one another....just this and nothing else...there shouldnt be any rules to start a friendship...that definitely isnt a friendship...

so ppl...friends...stop the emo things...dun think too much abt it...if i know u and u know me...im ur friend..dun question it...just trust it...dun betray it..........ill stand by u guys whether right or wrong...u have my trust and faith........so yeah..thats abt it for today........................friendship...dun question it or there is no meaning abt it anymore................................................

sHAggGGGG

2006-08-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

tired and sianzzz.....still have abit of homewrk left to do...hope the holidays come soon....haha...den can rest...not enuff slp these few days...cant seem to really pay attention....haha...but its ok...ill just do my wrk by myself...luckily have gd teachers who will take the time off their breaks and sit dwn with us and explain things to us...haha...especially chinese...having difficulty with chinese lit now...damm....so much things to know....having a hist test tmr as welll.know all my facts but cant seem to apply it....arhhhh!!!!!

got back my chinese results today as well...did really well...got 74.5/100....yeah!!!!haha...finally managed to pass on of my chinese papers...woohooo!!!!haha...anyway...nth much today....

it was YM birddae yesterday.....haha...ok la...birthday...one yr older....haha...that bimbo...haha

just got back frm jacks place...had T bone steak and lobster bisque...went to west coast outlet....was really gd....haha....ok la...i know....nth much to talk abt than dun talk rite....haha...ok...i stop here....go do econs...cll...hist..haizzz.....hahaha.....
byeeeeeee!!!!

2006-08-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

just another day past...had my GP test the previous day...dunno how the results will turn out to be like...hope i pass...felt that it was quite a tedious test...had to literally rack my brains just to come out with some shitty crap answer...it might even be wrong...ARHHHH!!!!! haha..cant do anything abt it anyway...

today passed by quite quickly...had fun playing hand ball during P.E...haha...i think that i should start going on a diet...getting quiute FAT...i keep saying ill do it...but it doesnt seem to be working..haha...wadever...it must be the stopping of rugby training...damm...need to do smth abt it...

have a maths test tmr...haha...havent really started practicing it yet...haha...better go do smth abt it later...shit...still have hist to do..aiya..too much wrk liao..how???? haha....

anyway...was really late for sch...while i was on my way to sch...at jurong east station waiting for the train...this ang moh lady who was getting out of the train sort of stumbled and almost fell...haha...luckily or not so lucky her...she did not fall..why was this so...there was this old man..who managed to put his hand out in time and stop her...oh!!!did i mention that this old man was actually a dirty old man...haha..yup he was...his hand and fingers started to move ard her back when he stopped her...he went in a cricular motion...SO FREAKING OBVIOUS LA....MOLESTING HER IN FRONT OF SO MANY PPL!!!! but..but...he got screwd by the ang moh lady..she shouted at him..WTF!!!!haha...the old man actually smiled at her!!!now this was the funny part..haha...damm comical and dumb...

ok la...wrong of me to be lauging at other ppls plight...but hey...wanted to share this with my frenz...haha...better get started on my maths...and hist..and chi..and econs....OMG!!!!kk....better start now...BYE!!!!

haizzZZZZ

2006-08-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

haiz...sianz...there is just so much things to do and not enough time...haha..i think all my friends would feel this way since promos is coming soon...so much things to study and orgainise...but on a happier note..manage to get some of the things i want done...but theres no studying involved...havent been parting this few weeks...just havent the time...sry guys!!really have no time...maybe after october...drinks on me than...as if...haha...

went out the other day and got some brochures for some music schools...any recommendations people...lemme know k...msg me on my hp or just tag me..haha..there were some really FUCKING BASTARDING people today...went for macs with my mum...waited long for a parking lot...and than when we found one...some CB went and snatch the lot...had to restrain myself frm literally fucking the person up his freaking @$$...just go up there and RIP his bloody anus or balls out...haha..cruel i know...but i was feeling that way at that point in time...couldnt help it...haha...

anyway...my mum being kind...didnt pursue the matter and just waited for another lot...luckily..we didnt have to wait long...haha...sometimes...it really disgust me to see such ppl...even in the case of taking the train...there are always ppl rushing to get in first..this always results in the pushing and shoving...its as if they waited for a few more seconds their cock or breast will fall off...haha...crude i know..but hell..its my blog...this thing really pisses me off...even when they get on...they wont move into the center of the compartment...they just stand ard the door area...depriving others a chance to board...it would be ok if it wasnt peak hours...stuopid ppl..

haha..ok...i think ill stop here...have alot of unfinish hmwrk left to do...haha...kk..byebye
and...4Fers...il gonna orgainise another outing...gimme some suggestions and lemme know when u guys are free...help me let the others know as well...thxthx...haha

new template!!!!

2006-08-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

finally!!!i have a new template....and this is thx to my gd friend wei xuan...haha...helped me alot...thx man..owe u one...

had to go to school ard 8 this morning...went dwn to hwa chong JC for some kind of seminar...didnt really pay attention to what the lecturers were saying...it was BORING!!!!only understood the part abt famous prostitutes and what were their thinkings...haha....other than that...was goofing off with yi en...haha...

ms ong and zihao was kinda freaky...in a gd way ms ong...XD...haha...playing with their soft toys...ms ong's was a panda while zihao's was a go leo lion or smth like that...haha..wadever...
after the lecture...went dwn to plaza sing with yi en and zihao for lunch...had carl's junior...too much for me and yien.. but zihao could actually finish his huge meal up and still had APPETITE for another box of fries...i tell u ppl...dunno whats living in his stomach...haha...kinda corny i know..who cares...its my blog...haha...eddie came later as well...even eddie felt that the meal was too much...its EDDIE ppl...u know wad i mean...if he says its too much...den its too much...but it wasnt enuff for zihao..i think i have proven my pt...and wad is it???i dont know!!!haha

went dwn to candy empire again after that....haha...seems like a place where almost everyone frm 118 goes....class hangout...zi hao calls it..anyway...bought alot of things again...this time...i am satisfied...haha...feel like a little kid whenever i go there...bought this really cool lolipop which says mystery flavour...havent tried it yet...when i do...ill let u guys know what it really taste like...haha...ok...i think ill end here...nth much to write anymore..haha...wadever...ok...gtg go study noW...byebye

break

2006-08-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

finally, smth turned out right....although had another case of bad luck...the day turned out fine...

it wasnt such a bad day today...didnt really have much to do...just attended some lectures and started talking cock with yi en, adel and xue hu in the library...talked abt some really freaky stuff..smth to do with armpit hair and tactics of the girls basketball team that they use to defend...it was really funny...if u wanna know what kinda DIRTY tricks that they use..u can ask me...but i might nt tel u...hAHA..MR T sort of reprimanded me and YM during hist lecture for toking...he went on saying things abt we always do not know what we are doing and keep complaining to him that we dun understand the lessons...but its nt true...

we did take dwn our notes...the whole lecture wass sort of fun..he really shld loosen up a little...everyone in the lecture was finally enjoying it...but no...he had to spoil it...so uptight...damm!!! worst than a naggy old woman..haha..just jking...

the auditions for the teachers day performance by yi en and gen was also reeaaaallly gd...they were like one of the best grps out there...really hope that we can still play for the chineses thingy....

anyway...went out for dinner with muriel yi en and gen after everything was over...had MCs for dinner...talked abt some dumb stuff and muriel went on with her really cold and lame jokes..laughing at it by herself...typical muriel..haha...nth much to write...so ill end here

BYEBYE
thanks Zihao for helping me set up my tag board... XD

PROBLEMATIC DAY!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

What the fuck man!!!!!!!!!things really hasnt been going my way.....i have things breaking down on me....whenever i try to do smth, the muthafucking thing starts to spoil...money has been another issue...its been slipping out of my hands like water...school is also beginning to SUCK....so much wrk to do...it feels like its never ending....did i really make the right choice in coming to JC?????FUCK....WTH....no turning back...its been a really bad start of a week...hope it ends soon enuff...i need time by myself...i need to think...i need to plan...FUCK ITTTTTT!!!!!!! IF someone out there is playing a joke on me or smth...it fucking better stop now...my life feels like shit...FUCK!!!!! So many things to do but so little time...damm it....

somepeople tell me to plan my schedule...but i say fuck u...u dun know me...u dunknow what i am feelin rite now..so just back off...u think i am having it easy..hell no!!!!u muthafucking better back off...leave me alone and stop telling me what to do....im changing...im not who i used to be...leave me alone...just leave me alone...you think i dun wanna wrk hard and achieve smth while i am in JC...i really am trying to keep up...im not cut out for this kinda life...im already pushing myself to the limits...dun have anytime left to do the things i want...its all on studying...

yes...maybe smth did turn out rite..scored well for my econs test...did better than i expected..hist tuned out ok too...but chinese...used to like it really much...but now...its feelin all so weird...i cant cope...used to be able to speak it with not much of a problem...writing too..but now...damm...cant even formulate proper wrds in my head...wad the hell is wrong...

i need my own space...i need solitude now...im gonna wack the next muthafucking son of abitch who pisses me off...i dun give a shit what happens next...fuck it!!!! JUST CUT ME SOME SLACK!!!!!!!!!out.........